I believe you're getting better. I've been told you're getting better. I'm trying to "will" it to be true. But are you really...? I don't have a way to find out...My dad pointed out something tonight that, somewhere, in the back of my mind I already knew, I just pushed it so far back because I don't want...that to happen...but even though I believe that you are getting better I can't help but think there's still a possibility. I guess you could say it's almost as if I'm coming to terms with the reality of it and unfortunately it's scary. Then again, when is reality not scary for us?
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I suck at life
AcakIm not good at saying whats on my mind...or expressing myself in general. So I'll write I guess. Something that let's me know this is real, no matter how I feel about any of it. If you suffer from depression etc. this is my trigger warning.
