What have I done...? I actually did it. I've gone numb again. I can acknowledge all of these insecurities and fears I have but they don't make me feel a thing. And in the end I just fucked not only myself but other people over as well. But this is what I wanted right?
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I suck at life
RandomIm not good at saying whats on my mind...or expressing myself in general. So I'll write I guess. Something that let's me know this is real, no matter how I feel about any of it. If you suffer from depression etc. this is my trigger warning.