I know I said before all that stuff I told you...about thanking you for everything I guess and there's still a lot more I want to talk to you about but....I guess I want to apologize too. I realized how reliant I've been on you in some aspects...and I don't want to be that way. It's more weight on your shoulders and I feel useless because of it and I honestly pretty much am. I can't do what you do and just thinking about what you went through...with training and all that...I don't know how you made it through and you guys figured it all out mainly. I can never repay you for what you've done for me...but I'll try to not be a douche at least...even though...well...I don't know...
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I suck at life
RandomIm not good at saying whats on my mind...or expressing myself in general. So I'll write I guess. Something that let's me know this is real, no matter how I feel about any of it. If you suffer from depression etc. this is my trigger warning.
