Don't save her,Love her |Calum Hood

Six.

My mind raced,as I ignored every call I got,I sat by the beach for what seemed like forever watching the sun go down and walking around until it was night

I wiped the tears that stained my face and made my way back to the hotel to gather my things and leave,just leave.

The taxi dropped me off and i went up in the elevator to the room I had been sharing with Calum

It was time for them to get packing and head to the tour bus anyway, I was expecting them to be gone

I walked in the room,completely drained and tired,I felt like everything was crumbling right beneath me and all I wanted to do was cry and hate calum ,but the sad part is I didn't hate him
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"Violet where the hell have you been" I yelled as I rushed toward her

Her face was stained with tears, my insides twisted up at the sight of her in pain,and it was all because of me,this was all my fault

"Baby please let me-"

"No,don't touch me calum,don't you dare fucking touch me" she cried as she backed away from me

"How could you,after every thing calum,everything we've ever done,you were my first,for everything ,I let you break down these walls I had built up,and what for this?" She cried

The lump inside my throat formed as I held back my own tears

"Violet please,it was a stupid mistake,I love you and only you!" I yelled as I finally let a tear shed down my own face

"No calum you know what was a mistake?,trusting you,and loving you,I can't believe how much time I spent thinking you loved me,that you actually cared" she sniffled as she looked at me with those watery eyes

Her words felt like a knife to the heart twisting and turning in me

Violet grabbed her things and packed them in her bag quickly as she cried

"I'm leaving I already called to get picked up here" violet blankly spoke

"Violet please!" I begged trying to talk her out of it

But she didn't Listen,she didn't care

And now that the cat was out of the bag there was nothing I could do to change anything

I was in complete love with this girl and I fucked up,I fucked everything up ..