We drove back to her apartment she shared with her best-friend Kassy
As we drove,the sky started to clear up and it stopped raining now
Violet moved out after she graduated ,Kassy was 20 so they both could move out already
I met violets parents a while ago,her mom was sweet,her dad was real protective of her but Violet didn't always get along with them,she told be about things that had happened between her parents and her ,she doesn't like to talk about it anymore which I don't blame her
Violet fiddled with the necklace I had gotten her a while ago
She rubbed the back piece of the charm with her thumb as she looked out the window
"Whatcha thinking about" I asked as I placed my hand on her thigh
"Nothing,just thinking about how much my life has changed these past couple of months,how you want me to go on tour with you,it's a big deal,it's scary but I guess where ever I'm with you that's where home is" she spoke as she rubbed the top of my hand giving me a lazy smile
And that's when the guilt hit me,hit me hard cause I knew I needed to tell her,I should tell her now,but I couldn't bring myself to do it,I let the guilt eat me up.
I wish I could take back what I did,I want to be her hero,I want to save her and make her feel safe,forget about everything she been through
But I was going to do the exact opposite
I swallowed the lump in my throat as I forced a smile
No one knew what I had done Except Luke and he made me feel just as bad,he told me I needed to tell her before it got worse
He was right
I pulled up to her drive way and got down with her walking to her apartment
We walked in and I immediately started to talk about touring,avoiding the one topic I knew I really needed to bring up.
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Don't save her,Love her |Calum Hood
Fiksi Penggemar“Love is like a cigarette - temporary, but worthless if kept unlit”