Don't save her,Love her |Calum Hood

Eight.

Violets mom hated me

Her dad wanted to kill me

And I didn't blame them I wanted to be dead too

They didn't even want to look at me

Kassy hated me but I begged and begged her to let me go in violets room one last time

Kassy allowed me and I stepped into her room shutting the door behind me

I looked at her walls,the pictures she had of us on a board with all the tickets of the concerts we had once been to together surrounding them

Her cheesy smile I will never get over was burned into my brain

I grabbed her pillow witch still held her scent and I took all of it in

It brought back every memory I had of her

I pulled her necklace out of my pocket and held it in my hand as I cried on the edge of the bed

I was never going to share the rest of my life with her

she will never have my children

I was never going to put a ring on her finger

I was never going to spend the rest of my life with her,I was never going to see her again....

Violet never wanted to be saved

She wanted to be loved and by loving her that was going To save her

I will never forget the one girl that changed my perspective on life ,the girl that showed me a whole other side I never knew

I loved violet dearly, I did,no one could ever compare to her and the way she made me feel,this world was an ugly place but God she was so beautiful to me

She will always have a place in my heart until the day I die,I just wish I could of loved her enough for her to still be here.