1st book in Tangled past series
𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞
They snatched everything from me and I curse them every moment, with every breath I take.
I am supposed to kill them both. I have dreamt of killing them, destroying them until they beg me to...
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A D I T I
The key to eternal beauty is confidence. I always feel beautiful whenever I am looking at another person's eyes while talking confidently. Sometimes it gives a boost to my inner self and in that case I end up winning the war I feel I lose.
"You are freaking crazy Lyla, I even choose a fake name for myself and you fucking booked someone? No way! I thought...I thought I'll drink one or two glasses with someone like a good human and if he wishes to-we can do that but you booked someone!?" I yell at Lyla because that's the only way she can hear me in between this loud music.
Lyla, who is wearing a baby pink shimmer dress winked at the guy who passed her a smile. Then she turns towards me, a genuine smile across her lips as she says. "And girl, are you going to ask everyone you meet here their age? I thought setting a human here will fulfill your wish. Until when are you going to use the vibrator? Upgrade yourself, honey." I shook my head, knowing that this idea is a flop.
I will fuck anyone if I am comfortable with them while kissing. Not that I haven't tried kissing-I did but every time they get closer I feel anxious and uncomfortable so I push them back. At this rate I have lost the count of my attempts to kiss. One day Lyla said, "The ticket to your hole is the approval from your sweet lips,"
But I really liked what my sister suggested. Raanvi said. "Aditi, don't rush. Have sex only if you are comfortable. You know it's a beautiful thing so don't waste it on someone you aren't comfortable with and not on peer pressure." I kinda liked how she suggested. Another reason why I decided to search for someone who can make me comfortable while I kiss them. It says if your soul approves, it's fine.
"And what if I get some disease here? What if that man you selected is a whore and he fucks 4 girls in a day." I said. The bartender kept my beer glass and I picked it up while drinking the alcohol. The red lipstick I am wearing marks the glass and it looks aesthetic. The perfect pinterest vibe.
Lyla turned towards me. Curiosity in her eyes as she asked. "How can you be so sure they fuck 4 girls in a day?"
"I thought like four times a meal something," I hesitated but said. "Anyways, I am not going to have sex with that guy you choose. If I found someone worthy, I'll have a one night stand and if not...my vibrator can do the job at least I won't be stressed of getting infected. Besides, it's not important to have sex." I say gulping the whole liquor in one go. I don't drink much but like other people I also drink when my mood seems to be off or happy.
The black dress I am wearing stops at mid-thigh flaunting my curves like I curled my hair and boots. I turned around looking around and found people kissing each other, dancing or more like touching each other. I should be called shameless but the way they are kissing is hot.
