Don't Go... Please. (BTS FANFIC)

68: Don't Go... Please.

JUNGKOOK POV

"I'm going back to California." Katy said. My heart instantly stopped beating. My eyes widened as they started to fill up with tears. I couldn't breathe correctly. I looked at her through my blurry vision.

"W-What?" I asked with a shaky voice.

"I-I'm going back to California." She said again, stabbing me in the heart once more. I shook my head in disbelief.

"N-No..." I said. The hyungs were shocked as well. They all had their eyes widened and their mouths opened. I continued to shake my head. "No... I didn't hear that... You didn't say that... Please... Tell me that you didn't just say that..." I stuttered. My heart shattered into millions of pieces.

"I'm sorry Jungkook." Was all she said before going into her room and closing the door behind her. I stood there frozen for a moment before I got my senses back. When I did, I immediately went after her and barged into her room to see her crying while packing her bag. At that, I back hugged her, trapping her arms in mine. She stopped packing and wept.

"Stop... Please just stop... You're breaking me..." I said. Tears streamed down my face as I held onto her tightly. The worst part was, all she could say was sorry.

KATY POV

I kept saying sorry, for that was all I could say now. I sunk in the feeling of his embrace... because I knew that I wasn't going to be able to feel it soon. Then, I started packing again, but a moment later, he turned me around. I made eye contact with him and immediately broke down to see him with tears streaming down his face.

"Stop please!" He begged. Katy... let him go. You can't give in.

"I have to go Jungkook. I'm sorry." I said, but he shook his head

"Stop apologizing! I'm sorry okay! I won't ever fight with Jin hyung again, I won't ever leave to go on tour again, I won't do anything without you again so please... stop packing." He said. Tears streamed down my face as I felt continuous stabs in my heart.

"I can't keep getting in between you and your career. I can't keep getting in between you and your group. And most importantly, I can't keep getting in the way of the plans you had for your future before you met me." I said. He gave me a begging look.

"I don't want a future without you! My plans are laid out with you in it. We were supposed to get married, have kids, and live a great life together! I don't care about my career anymore. I love you! I love you so much, I'm going crazy! I can't even imagine a day where I will wake up to not have you in my life. I'd rather not have a life!" He said but I gently took his hands off of me.

"Your life will be better off without me because it was better off before you met me. I love you too, and this is how I am showing it. Remember... my New Year's Resolution was to do what's best for the people I love... and this is me going through with my promise." I said. He gave me a pained look.

"But what about my resolution? My resolution was to be the best boyfriend and to make you happy. I can't do that if you're not with me." He said but I shook my head.

"By letting me go, you will make me happy, because you will be doing what is best for yourself. Don't let me hold you back Jungkook. Live your life... Do what you love." I said. I saw his mouth shiver at my words.
"Is this what you really want? This is what will make you happy?" He asked while tears constantly streamed down his face. No Jungkook... the thought of you not being with me kills me... but I have to do this. With all of the energy I had left in me, I nodded and turned around. With that, I finished packing and grabbed my bag. Then, I turned to leave, but Jungkook hugged me again.

"At least stay one more night. Please." He said, taking deep breaths. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall.

"Okay. Just one more night." I said. With that, he let go of me and I dropped my bag. Then, I walked out of the room to see six boys frozen in the same place I left them. When they saw me, they stared, still with shocked expressions. Taehyung then came to me and hugged me.
"Don't go..." He said. I gave him a small smile and looked at Jin. He looked at me back but his eyes were filled with tears.
"I'm going to stay for one more night, but I will be gone tomorrow. In case I leave early tomorrow, thank you so much for letting me stay here. I can't tell you how grateful I am to have met you guys. I hope that your career takes you all to happiness and success. I will be watching you guys back at California and I will always support you guys. I want you guys to know that this day was bound to come but I love you guys no matter what and I will miss you guys." I said with a shaky voice. They then came to me one by one with a sad look.
"Don't go we love you!" Taehyung said, hugging me. I rubbed his back.
"How are we going to survive without you?" Jimin asked. I smiled at him.
"You're a part of our family... you can't leave!" Jhope said.
"Katy... how could we ever pay you back for your generosity in taking care of us?" Suga asked but I shook my head.
"You paid me back by letting me stay here and by being great friends." I said.
"We don't want you to leave but if this is what you want, then we can't stop you. Keep in touch okay?" Namjoon said and I nodded. Then, it was Jin's turn.
"Don't leave... I can't lose you too. I'm so sorry..." Jin said but I shook my head.
"No, I'm sorry I got in between you guys. I'll miss you." I said. Then, I hugged him tightly. With that, I turned to face the six boys. They all had tears in their eyes and they looked at me with a pleading look. My heart broke at the sight but I knew that I was doing the right thing. At that, I bid them goodnight and I went back in my room, although there, I saw Jungkook in the exact spot I left him. His tears dried up but his eyes were still glossy. He was staring blankly at the ground and he wasn't moving. I walked to my bed and lied down. That's when he started talking.
"Don't Go... Please." He said. My heart broke but I held in the tears.
"If I don't get to say goodbye to you tomorrow morning.... I want you to know that I love you and I hope you live your life to the fullest." I said. I got up and walked over to him. Then, I put my arms around his neck and I hugged him. A few moments later, I felt his arms wrap around my waist as they held me tightly. When we broke apart, Jungkook closed his eyes and let his tears drop down. I wiped them while my own tears fell, and I gave him a sad smile. He bit his lip and he kissed me. It's the last kiss I'll get from you Jeon Jungkook... It was the most passionate kiss I ever got from him. He went deeper and it made me feel worse about the situation. It lasted for minutes and we both didn't dare to break apart, although when we did, we stared into each others eyes.
"Can I sleep with you tonight?" He asked. I froze.
"Okay..." I answered hesitantly. It's the last night... We crawled in bed and he wrapped me in his arms. He held me tightly and my tears fell. The last night, the last kiss, the last chance to be in your arms. Goodnight Jeon Jungkook... You will not see me in the morning.