Anonymous writings

Jingle bell Jester

All it took was me being painted as a clown.
But, It all makes sense now.

You didn't want me, just a rebound.
Allowing me to finally wrap my head around why you'd hound me with ungenuine care, try to love bomb your way into having us bound.
All so you could see me in the ground.

To think I thought you were different and true, turns out all you wanted was your ex to be jealous of you.
Using me as the pawn, only leading me on.

Hiding your disguise behind delicate red flowers and not so little white lies.
Having me read between lines and
Mentally paying fines that weren't mine.
Where all you did was boast about stringing me along the whole time.

I was your puppet with nothing to do but wait for your chime.
I gave all I had just to discover that to you I wasn't even worth a dime.
Once all was said and done you made me feel like entertaining you was a crime.

You turned a heart and soul that was as sweet as pie.
Into a cold brew far more bitter than any lime.
I guess that's the fool in me, being to blind to notice that our time together was mostly just me waiting in line.
To stupid to see you weren't fully mine.