PASSION : Darker Than Love Book 3

Chapter-10 The Burning Rain

Chapter-10 The Burning Rain

Lavina's POV:

His dark eyes were diving in me, he whispered with his deep voice, "Will you join me there, Miss. Lavina?"

I couldn't take my eyes off him neither he could do the same. I couldn't look away from him.

I couldn't say a word, I felt so nervous. I realized his hand was on my cheek sliding down. I whispered with shaky breathe, "Zavier...."

He smirked grabbed my neck as he said, "Remember.... I will not tolerate disrespect anyhow...." He left me with a light push, and I finally took a deep breath.

He took a step back walking away from me, his eyes were still on me. I feel like he has a lot to say but he will not say a world.

He whispered, "Go to your cabin, Lavina...."

Zavier's POV:

I can't believe I lost control, I always do when I am around her. I wanted to kiss her when she was that close to me.

Maybe I made her feel disrespected, that's why she is not really talking to me as I drive her back. I know she had no option rather than return with me.

She haven't talked to me a word, I don't want her to do that. I don't want her to talk to me but some part of me is dying to see her talk to me.

I stopped the car in the parking, she didn't wait a second to get out of it, the door closed with a bang and she walked in the house fast. I banged my hand on the window without knowing the reason for my anger.

Hour later,

The rain is pouring like no other, I kept looking out thinking about us, me and Lavina. Is there any hope for us?

or we would be bitter strangers to each other, something about that thought makes my heart shake in pain.

Should I stop these feelings and let her go? I already set her free, but will it be ever possible for me to look at her from afar being someone else's because of my ego and her pain?

I saw her emerging from the back door of the property, she stepped in the open garden closing her eyes welcoming the rain on her body, While I had my fill looking at her through the second floor.

She was facing the sky closing her eyes getting drenched in rain.

Her pure face, beautiful features and the body hiding behind those drenched clothes is maybe every man's dream. But right now I am craving her smile. I haven't seen that till now.

I knew she was in distress, or why would she step in rain and get soaked when she hates it.

I stepped out on the balcony looking at her from the second floor, getting washed off by emotions like she is trying too. But somehow, I ended up feeling those emotions intense, I keep drowning in it.

I kept looking at her, her eyes opened, her wet hair were still framing her face so well. She looks at me speechless. Both of us got drenched in water trying to hide the pain.

I don't know why I did what she is doing but it feels right.

Losing you was the worst, but now I am immune to it. I only cared for two people in my life my mother and You Lavina.

But you never understood me, or your demons made you do all this.

I didn't deserve this. You didn't deserve this.

But life is unfair and sometimes right. Maybe this is how it was supposed to end.

Lavina's POV:

I noticed it was raining, I sat on the couch still wondering why would I feel like this. I am over him, it's been years. I do not need to feel this way by his closeness nor his hands nor his eyes.

They shouldn't make me feel like this. I shouldn't feel like this. But I feel like I am reliving that night again as I see the rain. Everything is so overwhelming.

I cannot handle this.

I don't even know who I am right now.

When we broke up I spent the entire night on the bed of my room looking at the rain, it was raining that night too and I was sobbing too.

I feel the same way tonight too.

This is not fair.... I am breaking and he is not even bothered.

He is ok and I am not.

I walked out of the house to the garden area. I felt cold as my feet touched the wet grass, it feels so weird, I hate rain, I hated it always.

Yet since I feel rain on my skin today I felt it was easy to sob again, at least the rain will make this tears mask.

I whispered slowly, "Zavier...." I closed my eyes, I whispered, "I wish to forget him..."

I wish that I would not love him anymore.

I looked up at the sky when the cold ruthless rain drops fall on my skin making me shiver, why? why I feel like the world hates me? Even the nature hates me.

I was always unwanted, I am well aware, I was always meant to be alone and miserable.

If this was not true then maybe my birth mother won't have died giving birth to me, neither I would be rejected by the society, I won't have to lose my love for him if he didn't said anything that night. I lost everything to judgment made by him.

He was right, I am just a lucky girl who got a family as this.

But only good thing happened to me is my family.

I have no reason to be this miserable but I am, I shouldn't complain but I can't stop myself from it. Am I ungrateful?

I opened my eyes again as I turned to leave when I noticed him standing on the balcony looking at me, he was as drenched as me.

I noticed his eyes, I don't know why I feel so unsure about them still I feel like I know them very well.

I don't know why he is suffering like I am, in this rain standing to punish himself for something no one knows and no one cares.

How will I continue these feelings?

How will I stop this pain Zavier?