Poetry

The Sad Girl.

You're everything a girl should want.
I hate this so damn much.
I wish you never called after we fucked.
Forget me.
I don't want any of this.
I don't want to feel anything.
Treat me like the dirt on your shoes.
I want someone to treat me as bad as I feel.
You say you love me, but how could I love you when I don't love myself.
Stop treating this like a dream when I'm living a nightmare.
I don't wanna worry about you.
I can't even handle myself.
I'll lay here and cry myself to sleep and you'll never know.
You must like them sad girls.
Am I happy? I never was.
I think I'm happy with you at times.
But it's 4 am and I don't wanna be yours no more.