Chapter 1

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"Hey Tiffany!"

I looked back to someone who's calling me. I saw Taeyeon, my bestfriend, running towards me.

"Hey whats up?"

I asked her as she stops infront of me while catching her breath. She took a deep breath and smile at me.

"Here, still single!"

She said but partly shouting so that her super crush, Byun Baekhyun, who is just a step away from us could hear it. But I guess thats a big failed cause he just passed by on us. I laugh as I saw Taeyeon's disappointed face.
"C'mon Tae. We still have class"

I held her pulse and we walked the way to our classroom. As we arrived in the room I saw a boquet of a flower on my chair. I secretly smiled as I read the letter that was left on the flower. I pretend that I dont like it.

"He never fails giving you flowers everyday huh"

I look at Taeyeon whose holding the flower while smelling it.

"Take that Tae, I dont need it. If you dont want put it on the trash"

I said and turned my back to Taeyeon.

"Why your so rude Tiffany. Isnt it sweet for you? If I'm on your situation I would already say yes to him"

I just rolled my eyes. Still pretending I dont like it. That I dont care.

"IF you we're me. But sorry Tae, your not me"

"Tsk. Yeah right. I'll just keep it so that if Baek will see me holding a flower he will think that someone was courting and he will get mad then he'll court me and I will say yes. Then happy ending"

My eyebrows arked when I heard Taeyeon saying that. She said it like she's dreaming. Yeah, she's daydreaming. While she's busy dreaming I secretly took one of the flowers and hide it on my bag then I snap my finger in front of her so that she could go back to her sense and it work.

"Stop imagining. It's up to you if your going to throw it or keep it I dont care"

"I'll keep it"

I just nod at her and get my notebook to recall our lesson yesterday. Taeyeon went back to her chair which is 2 chairs away from me. When I make sure Taeyeon are busy. I took my other notebook at put the flower there together with the note. I pasted the note under the flower and I smiled. This is the 20th flower that he gave me. And everytime he give me flowers I would always pretend that I dont like it but secretly get one and put it on my Collection notebook. Where all his letter and one flower is pasted on it.

I read one of his letters. It never failed to make me smile and complete my day.

I never get tired of loving you. No matter how cold and mean you are to me, I still gonna love you.

-Nichkhun

Please always smile. You dont know what your smile done to me.

Why this guy loves me? Why is he always make me happy? I dont deserve him. I will just hurt him. Why Nichkhun? Why your making this so damn hard to me?? Why you keep on doing that?? I will just bring pain on you. How many times should I push you away? How many tines should I lie to you about my feelings? How many times should I pretend??

I didnt notice a single tear escape from my eyes. I immediately wipe it and hide that notebook. A minute after I saw Mam entered the room and started the class. I was listening when a group of student passed by our room. And my eyes met those eyes of him whose smiling at me. I bite my lower lip to stopped the smile that forming on my lips. Why he make me smile that easily?? I rolled my eyes on him but he just keep on smiling at me until his gone on my sight. Thats the time I feel disappointed. My heart says I want to see him again. But my brain says I should stay away from him. My heart and brain are in the battle when I heard the bell rang.

"C'mon Tiffany. Lets take a break"

I nod and get my bag and went outside. But suddenly I stopped as I feel a presence at my back. My heart started to pump so damn fast. I could smell that manly cologned of him that could make me fall from him even more.

"Hi Tiffany!"

I turned to see his bright face. The face that I always dreamed.

"K-khun. How many times do I have to tell you to stop sending flowers on me!"

I try to make my voice angry but I really want to hug him. Touch his face. Kiss his lips. But no. Yes I love him too thats why I'm doing this though it will just hurt him.

"And how many times do I have to tell you I will not stop cause I want you to feel how much I love you"

I bit my lower lip again but this time I cant stop my lips in smiling so I just turned my back to him and bow my head and smile.

"You dont need to hide those smiles that I'm longing to see. That smile that could make me fall inlove with you deeply. That smile that I want to get. You dont know how much I want to make you smile"

A tears suddenly flows down to my cheek.

"I..please..Khunnie..stay away from me"

I control my voice so that he wouldnt know that Im crying.

"No Tiffany. I cant and I wont."

"Dont make this too hard for me"

Before he could answer I ran as fast as I can. Dont care about the people that I will bump or pass by. Even the eyes that looking on me. All that I want to do is to stay away from anyone.


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