Loving Miss Hwang

Chapter 5

Luhan's POV

"Is that Tiffany"

I look at Kris as I heard her name. His pointing the nearest coffee shop. We stopped and watch whats happening. I clench my fist as I saw her talking happily with him. Again. How I hate him. He who always make Tiffany happy. He who she always protect. He who she always dream to be with. He who she always love. He who she really want. Anger ate me again. What should I do? What should I do to just to make her stay away from him? Without hurting her. Which is I think so impossible.

"She still didn't know anything?"

I went back to my sense and answer Kris.

"No"

"So? What do you want me to do"

"Nothing. Not now"

"Then when?"

I shrug mg shoulder. I don't know too. I close my eyes,took a deep breath and walk. Enough of hurting Tiffany for now. I can't stand watching her crying and hurt because of me again, just to protect that bullshit.

"Maybe you do a wrong thing"

My gaze went to Tao who's busy texting. I didn't answer as a cue to continue what he wants to say. He put his phone on his pocket and look at me.

"What you did is wrong"

"What do you mean?"

"Your making her mad at you. You give her a reason to hate you, not to love you, to stay away from you. That's why you can't make her yours"

My forehead wrinkled. I just stay silent to make him continue.

"If you want her to notice you, then stop being so rude on her. Stop hurting her, be a good guy"

A laugh suddenly came out on Kris. PSH.

"He can't do that"

I punch his stomach to shut him up.

"Argh! You shit"

We ignor him and Tao continue.

"Do what that Nichkhun guy doing. But if you want an effective tips. Then tell her the truth about that guy"

A silence cover us as Tao stop talking. Tao was right. But I can't, and I won't. Though I wont admit it, but Nichkhun is Tiffany's happiness. And if I tell her about it, it's either I will hurt her so bad, or worse she won't believe me and hate me more. Her happiness, or the truth. And I chose her happiness, it hurts me but hey, If you love someone chose her happiness than yours.
Her happiness is mine too. Just sad cause I'm not him. But I won't let her free just to be with that fake guy.

"Its your decision after all Luhan. So do what you think is right"

I nod my head my give him a smile. I reach home still thinking what should I do. Tiffany still not here. Ofcourse she's with him. I went to my bathroom and take a shower and wore my cloths. After that I went to the kitchen and cook samgyetang. I know how to cook some food. I also prepared pork bones stew with potato and vegetables. I hope she will like this. After preparing the table I heard the door opened I'm sure it was already her. I sneak at her, she walking tip toe as if she didn't want to make a noise.

"Tiffany"

I called her. She suddenly stiff, and slowly face me. That scary face that she always gave me everytime she will look at me. I want to change it. I want her to look at me with love. Am I being so bad?

"Y-yes Luhan?"

She said trembling. I took a deep breath and try to smile at her.

"Let's eat dinner. I cooked for you"

A shock was drown on her face. Then she nod and smile at me which makes my heart race. This is the first time she smiled at me. I'm really madly inlove with this girl. I pulled a chair on her. I sat in front of her. Silence cover us as we eat. Almost of the time I glance at her.

"I-its delicious "

She suddenly broke the silent. I tried to stop my lips on smiling.

"R-really?"

She shyly nod. I will call Tao abd thanks him later. After eating she stood up.

"Thanks for dinner Luhan"

"Anything for you babe"

"I need to rest now."

She bowed to me and turned her back and went to her room. I as automatically punch the air while a big smile on my lips. Way to go Luhan. I took my phone and call Tao. He greeted me. We just have a little chit-chat and I ended our conversation. That night I fall asleep smiling.