Loving Miss Hwang

Chapter 12

LUHAN

"You heard it right Tiffany. Nichkhun planned everything."

I saw pain all over her face. Her hands slowly loosen her grip to Nichkhuns arm. Nichkhun seemed to be alarmed by Tiffany's sudden move.

"I-Is it true Khunie?"

I bite my lips and held my head up. I hate this feeling every time she calls him that. And that sadness on her eyes is killing me. Why cant you just love me instead Tiffany? Please.

"T-Tiffany let me explain firs-"

"So you won't deny it. It's true"

Tiffany cut Nichkhun and shook her head with impending tears. She took steps back. I wanted to come near her. Embraced her. But I know, I will just hurt her more, besides I'm one of those reasons why she's hurting right now.

"T-Tiff...Of course its not..t-true"

I was taken aback when I heard Nichkhun. Not because of what he said but because of how he sounded. My lips slightly open as I saw him panicked and pain was visible on him. Is he...no..way..

"Then Luhan is lying?"

I shook my head again and took a deep breath. This is crazy. How can I defend my self if Tiffany only believe on Nichkhun. She was blinded with her love to him. And it's slowly killing me. This is emotional torture. This is what I get on pushing myself to be love by some who is already in love with other guy. Why do I need to feel this? Loving Tiffany Hwang is so risky that you need to give all of you even though knowing you will still not sure that you'll win her.

"I'm not lying. This is why I want you to stay away from him. He knows I love you and his using you against me!"

I felt frustrated for defending my self. Is it really hard to believe in me? I hung my head low. Afraid that they might see how broken I am right now. Can someone fix me? I heard Nichkhun took a deep breath and swallowed many times. He was trying to take away any emotions that can be seen on his face and smirk at me.

"Haist. Okey fine. You win Luhan. But not totally. Yeah. Your right. I'm tired of fooling around with you Tiff. What Luhan said was all true."

I was shocked at his statement. I should be happy right? That he finally admitted it but seeing Tiffany's tears, I cant help but felt the same pain as she's feeling right now. She never said a word and just standing there. Her eyes that full of life slowly turning into a blank.

"I planned everything. I thought it will be hard for me to make you fall in love with. But guess what? I'm so wrong. Your an easy to get girl. Tsk. Tsk. But don't worry. I enjoyed kissing you. You're not boring after all. And it's like hitting 3 birds in one stone. I've hurt Luhan for not saving his sister by taking his be love girl. I've hurt you Tiffany for killing my best friend. And I've got my revenge"

Anger took me over and tried to punch Khun but to my disappointed not a single punch hit him. F*ck.

"Hah! You're really weak Lu."

"Well unlike you who always been the second one."

I mocked him and smirk when he runs toward me. I defend my self to his punches and kicks, lucky he never hit me.

"Not this time Lu, because your Tiffany loves me not you."

"Enough"

A lifeless sound came out on Tiffany that make the two of us stunned. I saw how Nichkhun clenched his fist. Knowing Nichkhun I know what is he doing. He cant hide it. After all we've grown up with each other. I can say that I know him too well. I look at Tiffany. She's looking at us with a blank stare while her tears still falling endlessly. I want to wipe it but I'm scared. I know how broken she is right now. If only I can fix every pieces of her broken self, I will, doesn't matter if I'll hurt my self in the process. But how can I fix someone's broken if me, my self also need to be fix. Would it do any different? If I doesn't exist on her life? 

"Are you happy to see me hurt?"

She asked Nichkhun. Silence took as over together with the cold wind. The atmosphere suddenly change and any minute it will surely rain.

"I just hope you are. Cause that's what I always want. To make you feel happy"

With that Tiffany run out of here. Living me another stroke of pain in my chest, and the silent Nickhhun. I face him whose eyes are glued on the floor. This time. I can clearly see his pain.

"You lover her right?"

His eyes fixed on mine. He never said a word but his eyes did.

"It's over. And that's your karma. How many times do I have to tell you she's innocent."

I want to hurt him more. But like me I know his emotionally hurt. I took a deep breath.

"I just hope too. Your happy. Cause if not. The pain we felt right now, is nothing. Useless"

I left him there and went downstairs. As I took steps I found my self crying. This is so gay. But damn. I'm too hurt to even walk. Her words are still playing in my head. How she loves him. Is this my karma for forcing Tiffany in a marriage? For not saving my sister? Why I always ended up hurt?

I run my way to my car and drove to the nearest store. I buy some drinks and went to my apartment. I dont want to go home and see her. I need a break for everything. I started to drink alone until it was already dark. Geezz. I already drank a lot but still I can feel the pain. I decided to call my friends.

"Hey Tao, let's have some fun tonight I'll wait for you on Exotic Bar. Call the others"

I drove to the place and waited to my friends to come. While waiting I went the counter and drink some.

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Sorry for my English. Again. Haha.
Congrats to all graduates anyway. Way to go guys!!