forever is a lie | kl |

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Kian's pov

I felt Mandy move and get up but I let her go because I was too tired to move. I heard yelling and screaming and feet running somewhere

wth?

I felt someone jump on me and I dobbed over "What the f- Ashley?" I rubbed my eyes "Aren't you suppose to be at your moms house?" I asked she nodded

"Dad and Mandy are fighting and are screaming." She said my eyes widened and I got up "Stay here please and put your hands over your ears please." She did as told and I walked over to where I heard yelling

"And if you or your sister are anything like her you both will be shipped out of this house to where ever I take you!" His hand then went flying and my baby's body went flying to the floor after he hit her.

"Don't you fucking touch her!" I yelled

"What did you just say to me?" He asked

"I told you to not fucking touch her you lowlife, she is your fucking daughter. You don't fucking do that to your daughter or anyone in general!" I yell

"Did you just call me a lowlife? No son I'm not the lowlife your little punk ass is" He walked over to me and pointed his finger at me

I smelled alcohol on his breathe was he drunk driving with a kid in his car?

"Dad" a weak voice that belonged to my baby said " Just leave him alone you're drunk, you shouldn't be doing this, just stop." she begged

He sighed walked to the kitchen then to the fridge and got out a beer, and walked away to his room upstairs. Mandy just started crying uncontrollably, I ran over to her and comforted her "Shh baby it's okay, it's okay." I cradled her frail body rocking her back and forth

"It hurt's." She sobbed I picked up her frail body and she wrapped her numb arms and legs around my self

I set her on the counter, she instantly placed her hands to her face to hide her crying. I went to her pull out freezer and got out an ice pack and went under the sink and got a towel for her. I placed the ice pack against her cheek. 

She flinched but soon relaxed into the cold of the pack.

"Can you go check on Ash?" she asked "I will in a few but i'm taking care of you first though, okay." She sighed but nodded. I lifted her chin up slightly and placed a kiss on her lips.

I picked her up and placed her on her bed, "I'm gonna go get your sister.I'll be right back." I kissed her forehead and went back down stairs into the family room.

Ashley still had her eyes shut tight and her hands clamped over her ears, her hands were turning white from her pressing too hard.

"Ashley." I say and remove her hands from her ears "It's okay now." Her eyes are open and she reached out for me to grab her "Do you want to sleep with me and your sister tonight." I asked her "She nodded yawning 

I chuckled "Let's get you into some pj's" We walked into her room and I playfully tossed her on her bed. Her room was pink all around with frozen fatheads all around the room and then a blue bed spread. "I can tell you like frozen." I chuckled "Do you want to build a snowman?" She sang "How about tomorrow." I say "It is tomorrow." She said

"you know for a six year old you're smart." I pointed out She flipped her hair "I try." She laughed while doing so making me laugh.

we got her changed and made our way to her sister's room, I tossed Ashley' pillow on the bed and she got under the covers and curled up right away. I looked around and saw Mandy was in her connected bathroom.

even in her distressed state she still looked as beautiful as ever, long hair trailing down past her waist a slight bit, her hair was a slightly faded purple now in messed up looking waves. Her bangs covering the left side of her face not letting me see her face, but with out seeing it I could already tell how broken she was.

A navy blue shirt which was mine hung very loosely on her petite body while small black leggings hugging the curves of her hips and dents on her thighs, to her knee shape, to her calf to end at the ankle. 

Black nail polish painted and chipped away at her toe nails, also black nail polish painted onto her hands as well but lasting longer as she got them done a few days ago at the nail salon with her friends.

her skin tone pale as can be, but all of these making me love her even more. I walked into the bathroom, my now naked torso and Adidas black joggers hanging from my hips while my black tight Calvin kelvins are on below, and at where the pants end my white ankle socks start. 

I wrap my tattooed covered arms around her frame, I looked into the mirror and saw that her tear stains were still on her cheeks, make up smeared and dried upon her cheeks, and her left cheek that her bangs were covering red and purple and blue were placed on her cheek showing up as time passes.

"What would I do with out you?" Her squeaky voice asked "I dunno, be lost." I answered "I wouldn't be home with out you. Because home is where ever you are." She turned around in my arms and wrapped her arms around my neck and smashed her lips to mine. 

"My home."  She says

"My heart." I answer back