Never actually loved before...
I was busy filling everyone else's
for them to pour it out to everyone
in the world but me.
You tortured my soul in a caressing way.
But I never ceased put a smile on it anyway
because either way, I wouldn't have made it
that far without you.
If everything I've already done for you wasn't love,
why even mention my efforts.
When i could've wasted my time better
starring at a circus of some sort.
Ending ours
I then met her.
Swept away the mess she didn't make,
and continued to make the room,
for me to forgive my past.
