I want you. | Taylor Swift x Female Reader

Chapter 12: hook-up?

It's been a year, I finished school and took a year of to focus on my mental health. Travis took me to every football game and to some really cool Partys.

Taylor had a boyfriend now, which I saw on her Instagram. And I? I was still waiting for her to forgive me like a stupid girl.

Travis wasn't at home so I decided to go into the closest pub, it's called the black dock. The bartender new my name and what I wanted to drink. After I placed myself on the table I waited for my drink. It was a usual friday evening, like every other.

The bartender handed me my drink and I sat there in a comfortable silence, watching the TV which was right above the bar. My drink was close to empty after 15 minutes.

"Do you still think about her?" Cassi the bartender said. "Oh uhm sometimes, you know I really miss her", I admitted, while playing with the straw of my drink. "You should move on. I mean it's a waste that you're single", Cassi said with a comforting smile while handing me another drink. "I said to her: I'll wait for you."

"It's been a year Y/N, you should start dating, or a hook up", Cass joked. "I mean Iam open for a hook up, your hot", she added with a smirk. I opened my mouth to say something, but this painful familiar odor entered my nose, then a voice; like a golden thread, weaving through the air - leaving a shimmering path of emotions in its wake.

"Guess this isn't necessary anymore."

Slowly I turned my head and looked at her. Those curles, the blue eyes, her red lips. "Taylor", I mumbled, my voice barely above a whisper. I tried my best not to hug her but I failed, I jumped up and wrapped my arms around her.

"Y/N", she mumbled, while I inhaled the scent of her hair. It felt like coming home. We just stood there hugging each other. "I forgave you Y/N", Taylor said. It was like a weight fell of my shoulders.

"Thank you", a tear rolled down my face, soaking into the fabrics of Taylors hoodie. "And I still love you", I added before deepening the hug. "That explains why you're wearing my hoodie and the coat I gave you", Taylor chuckled. Sadly I looked up into her eyes. "But you have Boyfriend now", I whispered.

My hand wandered from her lower back up to her cheek. "I tried to get over you with him", Taylor pressed her lips against my cheek leaving a red lipstick mark. They haven't changed, they were still soft...

"So you stalked me?" Taylor teased me. I looked into her eyes. Gosh I missed those wide oceans inside them. I played with her fingers and whispered: "perhabs", then I looked up again. "I love you Taylor, I waited, I had no sex not even a hook up, I wasn't in a relationship", I took Taylors hands as I said this.

"I'll take you out for a walk how does that sound?"  She raised an eyebrow. "Sounds good", I smiled before  taking a sip of my drink. Taylor slurped the rest and paid my drinks, Cass just stood there with mouth wide open. "So you're drinking underage now?" Taylor chuckled while wrapping the coat around me. I wasn't sure if I should grap her hand so we just walked outside. It was already dark and the city streets were shining bright.

"So tell me, what happend the past year?" Taylor asked me. "Uhm after I moved to Travis I started a therapy cause I was pregnant", I started. "It was either Kai or Antony Iam not sure but I had an abortion to finish school", I continued, Taylor cut me of by taking my hand.

"Iam sorry you had to go through this", she whispered softly. "It's okay Taylor", I responded before pressing my lips against her cheek. We continued our walk and updated each other.

Taylor had a third cat right now, his name is Benji and he looked really cute. She guided me to Travis Apartment. "Iam in town the next two weeks, do you want to meet again? Tomorrow?" Taylor raised an eyebrow. "Ofcourse Taylor I missed you so fucking much, how could I say no?" I said excited.