(Y/N's room)
A soft breeze flower shampoo entered my nose. The sunbeams which entered the room, tickled my face. It was an unfamiliar warmth, yet so familiar, it was weird.
Slowly I opened my eyes, but I didn't saw sunbeams. It was raining outside, I saw a beautiful blonde, resting her head on the palm of her hand while looking down to me. Those electrical blue eyes again and her rosy lips, curled into a huge smile.
"Taylor", A tear left my eye, I knew this was a dream. Just a dream. I'll have to wait for the rest of my life, she won't come back. "Yeah Taylor", her voice entered my ear canals. "Iam here", she came closer and pressed her lips on my forehead.
It felt so real, but it's just a dream, right? "Iam here Darling", she whispered, before crawling on top of me. "It's just a dream", I responded silently, but I earned a enthusiastic laugh. "No it's not silly", Taylor chuckled into the crook of my neck.
I wrapped my arms around Taylor and pulled her as close as possible. "I missed waking up next to you", I admitted. "And I missed watching you sleep", Taylor chuckled.
A growling stomach disturbed our lovely moment, I bluhsed heavily. "We should eat something, you've got a heavy weight loss", Taylor chuckled.
We went up, I gave her a new toothbrush, after we went into the kitchen. Travis stood there, already preparing food. "Goodmorning", the footballplayer said with a huge smile. "Morning", me and taylor said in a common mode. "I see no hikeys, and I haven't heard anything", Travis chuckled.
"Shut up", I laughed before throwing a dry towel at him. He catched it and threw it back at me. Taylor catched it before it could hit me and looked at Travis. "Don't mess with my girl", she said with a playful smirk. Travis also smirked and shook his head.
"Here's some scrambled eggs and avocado, with rice, salmon and cucumbers", Travis explained, before handing us our food. We took a seat on the kitchen island and started eating.
"I’m not hungry anymore. I’ll eat later," I murmured, pushing the plate away as I stood up, hoping to escape the growing weight in the air. But before I could take a step, Taylor’s hand gently wrapped around my wrist, her touch firm yet tender, as if anchoring me to the moment. She pulled me back, her eyes locking onto mine, brimming with an unspoken ache that mirrored the turmoil inside me.
“No,” she whispered, her voice soft but unyielding, and before I could protest, she guided me onto her lap. Her arms enveloped me, a fragile fortress against the storm raging within. “You haven’t had enough. You need this.”
I swallowed hard, shame prickling my skin, but she didn’t flinch. She took the fork, her movements slow, deliberate. Piercing a small piece of food, she raised it to my lips. “Just one bite,” she said, her voice trembling but steady. “For me.”
I hesitated, the weight of her words pressing against my resolve. My chest tightened, but her free hand came to rest on my back, a gentle reminder that I wasn’t alone in this. As I opened my mouth and took the bite, the taste barely registered.
With every forkful I managed to eat, she leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to my cheek. Her lips lingered, each kiss a silent promise that she wasn’t going anywhere, that I was worth the effort—even when I couldn’t believe it myself.
Between bites, she whispered words of encouragement, her voice cracking with emotion. “I see you struggling,” she said, her breath warm against my skin. “But you’re more than this. You deserve to be okay. You deserve to heal.”
By the time the plate was half-empty, tears blurred my vision. “I don’t know if I can do this,” I admitted, my voice breaking.
She cradled my face in her hands, her forehead resting against mine. “You don’t have to do it alone. I’m here. I’ll always be here.”
Her words, her unwavering presence, made the air feel just a little lighter, the food a little less impossible. For the first time in what felt like forevermore, I allowed myself to believe her.
Taylor on the other hand, felt her heart breaking with every fork I ate. She remembered the day I broke up with Kai. I was a mess and she wanted to fix me. Now she's the one who broke me.
"Can we take it easy today? Perhabs watch a movie and cuddle?" I asked, while wiping my tears away. "Sounds good", Taylor chuckled.
10 Minutes later Taylor and I layed in bed, I was still a bit tired so I fell asleep, with my arm wrapped around Taylors stomach and ny head resting on her chest.
Taylor POV:
She was sleeping so peaceful, the way her upper back rose and fell with each tender breath. Careful not to wake her up I layed an arm around Y/N. The door of Y/N's room opened and Travis came in. He smiled as he saw us laying there, then he placed himself next to me on the bed.I gave him some of the blanket since the room was freezing cold. "Do you gonna take her back to New Jersey?" Travis asked me while looking at me. "No. New Jersey was traumatic for her. But I have a mansion in Rhode Island. I'll ask her if we want to move to Rhode Island", I explained.
"Please make her happy, cause I couldn't", Travis murmured sadly. "But I-", I started but he cut me of. "No. It was the first time I saw her eating a full meal in a long time. You make her more happy then anything else", he assured me with a smile.
I sank more and more into the bed, Y/N's head was in the crook of my neck now. "But I'll get some securitys for you, since she's knows as my sister, I want her to be safe", Travis added. I just gave him a nood before cuddling even more into Y/N.
"If you press me more, I might explode", I heard her grumpy voice saying. Travis and I bursted out into laughter and I placed soft kisses on her cheeks.
"It's tickling", Y/N laughed, then she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled my face into her boobs. I bit into her boobs, earning a scream. She led go of my neck and wrapped her arms again around my stomach. "Horndogs", I heard Travis chuckle next to us.
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