Chapter 4: breakfast

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Taylor and I got some of my clothes from my place. Since it was Saturday theres no school, so we decided it would be the best to stay at Taylor place.

Taylor gave me something against the pain, since my face was still covered with bruises, after we both did our school stuff she baked some cookies.

"Come here, I got a cream for the bruises", she called from the bathroom downstairs. I stood up from the couch and walked towards the bathroom.

As I came in Taylor stood there in only a bra and shorts. Immediately I blushed at my sight and turned my head around.

"You can look I don't care", I blushed even more, as I tried to hide my face with my hand, Taylor took my wrist so I couldn't cover my face anymore.

"It's cute when you blush for me", she giggled, before she pressed her lips on my cheek.

"Iam going to put this cream on all your bruises, okay hun?" She asked. The way she cared for me was something I've never experienced with anyone before expect my brother Travis.

It melted my heart it was all so new for me that someone cared for me. "Yeah it's okay", I said. Taylor poured the cream on her hands, before she rubbed them on my face.

She was so careful not to hurt me, every move was smooth and it felt like a butterfly dancing on my face. After she was done she inspected them all. "Fine now the rest", she said.

I turned around and pulled my shirt up, since I had no bra under it, it was easier for Taylor to catch all the bruises. Her cold hand touched my back, causing me to arch it.

"Sorry", she said a bit nervous, after she was done she kissed my back, before pulling she shirt down.

"Thanks Tay", I said as I turned around. "Nothing to thank for", she said. The day went by and it was time for bed.

"Can I sleep with you?" I asked as we headed upstairs. "Ofcourse you can", she smiled. She opened the door of the bedroom. We crawled into the bed and pulled the blanket over our bodies.

We were face to face now. "Taylor about us.." I started, before I took a big breath.

"I want things to be slow you know? Perhabs we should go on dates. The first one shouldn't end up with you finger fucking me. First some romantic stuff", I was scared that she wouldn't like it but a smile appeared on her face.

"That's totally fine. I can live without sex, if that means I get to be with you", she gave me a kiss on the tip of my nose.

"And now come here, I wanna sleep", she said. Then she turned off the lights and pulled me closer.

It was a lovely night. The next morning came by and Taylor decided to take me out for breakfast.

I was sitting in her car waiting patently for her to come. After a while the drivers door opened. We drove to a little café, not far away from her house.

She took my hand as we walked inside, I carried her Dior bag.

"What do you want?" She asked as she looked through the card. Nervously I looked over the edge of my card to see her expression. "What am I allowed to take?" I asked a bit unsure.

Taylor raised an eyebrow and looked also over the edge of the menu. "Take what you want, but if you want we can take breakfast for two", she said a bit confused, seconds later the relation hitted her.

"You don't have to ask me what you're allowed to", she said sternly but her expressions were soft. "Okay thank you Taylor", Taylor felt her heart drop at my words. She knew it would be a long journey fixing what he destroyed.

But she was ready to go on this journey, since she finally found someone who makes her feel something again. She wasn't just a body anymore. Since the first day she met me, she found herself feeling alive.

"Yeah lets take the breakfast for two", I said, snapping Taylor out of her thoughts. The waitress came and we ordered what we wanted.

"So Taylor about school, how do we behave?" I asked her as she grapped my hands, which were laying on the table. "You have to call me Miss Swift infront of students and colleagues, but when we're alone you don't have to. We can spent the breaks together, if you would like to", she explained.

"Yeah sounds good to me, what If someone finds out that Iam staying at yours at the moment?" I was careful not to say that I live with her. "Than you'll say that we have a shared apartment", she added.

The breakfast was lovely, Taylor wanted to pay, but I still had her Dior bag so I paied. We decided to go for a walk, since the café was next to a beautiful park.

It was a bit freezing outside, but Taylor was smart enough to lay two coats and scarfs in the car. After we dressed a bit warmer, Taylor grapped my hand and we started walking.

Her hand felt so soft and I admired her. She noticed the way I looked at her and blushed a bit. Taylor turned her head a bit so she could face me better.

"You blushin", I said a bit shy, it was the first time I saw her blushing and it was adorable. The way her cheeks were in a rosy tone and her shining eyes, made me flutter.

Words weren't necessary for this moment. It was obvious that there was romantic chemistry in the air. Taylor layed her hands on my hips, I had mine on her upper arms. Our lips connected.

It felt like this was our first kiss, butterflies started to fly around in my stomach. The taste of Taylors Vanilla lips entered my mouth. Our lips moved perfectly against each other.

Slowly we pulled away and looked each other deep in the eyes. "I appreciate you a lot Taylor", I managed to say. It was to early for the L word, since I wasn't sure if there were already feelings. Taylor knew it, but she had already fallen for me.

"I appreciate you even more", she said, her voice was filled with love.

We ended our little walk.

"That was a great first date", Taylor chuckled as she pulled onto her driveway. "I loved every moment of it", I responded.

"Uhm by the way, next week's the chiefs game, I have two tickets, If you want you can have the second ticket?" I asked her a bit unsure.

"You like football?"

No I don't.

But I want to see my brother.

"Yes uhm actually no it's complicated", I stuttered.

"Yes or no?" She raised an eyebrow. "Travis Kelce's my brother", It just left my lips. I've never told anyone about it.

No one knows this, since I run away when I was 12. Travis payed everything for me, but we barely see each other.

Jason - my other brother - and I haven't talked a single word since I left.

Taylor didn't knew what to say. "Why does nobody know?" She asked confused. "Uhm I ran away when I was 12 no one knows and it's better", I sounded harshly, but Taylor just accepted it.

We went inside her house, Taylor knew it would be for the best not to ask more questions.

She helped me writing my essay and after we cuddled on her couch, while watching greys anatomy.

While I was laying on her, I fell asleep. She carried me upstairs in her bed, before laying next to me.

"I know it's to early to say it, but I love you so much Y/N", she whispered in my ear, knowing I can't hear it.

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