He Loves Me Not (on hold)

Chapter 3 - Casanova Michie

(*~ Michelle's POV ~*)

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All my life I've been good but now

I'm thinking, what the hell?

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me

You can't save me, baby, baby

All my life I've been good but now

Whoa, what the hell?

What What What What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates?

You never call or listen to me anyway

I rather rage than sit around and wait all day

Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play

You're on your knees

Begging please

Stay with me

But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now

I'm thinking, what the hell?

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me

You can't save me, baby, baby

All my life I've been good but now

Whoa, what the hell?

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"Manong Ben pakipalitan naman po yung music."

"Ah, cge po mam. Anong kanta po bang gusto niyo?"

"Kahit ano basta wag lang yan."

Haaay. Si Manong Ben talaga oh, driver ko siya. Paborito nyang pakinggan yung what the hell ni avril lavigne. Kalalaking tao eh. Well I'm a fan of avril. Pero ayoko sa kanta nyang yun.

Nakakairita eh. It reminds me of...myself. Para bang bawat salita sa lyrics nung kanta tumatagos hanggang bone marrow ko.

Justine Michelle Raveza, that's my name.

(A/N - nasa gilid yung pic ni Michelle)

But don't you even dare call me Justine. I hate that name. It's the name of the man that I hate the most. Wag mo rin akong tawaging Mich dahil si Jamila lang ang pwedeng tumawag sakin nun. For you, I am Lady Michelle.

Yeah, right. I'm Jamila's bestfriend, and I'm the girlfriend of almost every handsome guy that you're dreaming of. I'm a casanova. Why? Because I'm too pretty, too good to be true to them.

Para saken, walang lalaki sa mundo ang karapat-dapat na mahalin nang totoo nang isang taong tulad ko. They are just...not fit to be loved by me. And not fit to be loved by anyone. Pare-pareho lang naman sila eh.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not a man hater. I actually love playing around with them. I play their game so swiftly that everytime that we end the game, it'always a game over for them and not for me.

I don't hate men. I just don't have any reason to take them and their promising words for real.

Siguro nga kung magkakaroon ng rally ng mga sinungaling at manloloko, walang aabsent na lalake. Lahat sila makikirally. Ipaglalaban nila ang mga pangako nilang puro napapako na kulang na lang ay makabuo na ng isang buong komunidad ng mga pangako.

"Mam nandito na po tayo." sabi ni mang ben sabay bukas sa pinto ng kotse.

"Salamat po mang ben."

And I'm here na sa Franco's Gourmets. May date ako ngayon with Jake...ahm, basta si Jake. I forgot his surname. He's my hobby for the week. Hindi hubby na husband ha. It's hobby, as in pampalipas oras. Actually last day na nya to as my hobby. Since monday na bukas, kelangan ko na ng bago.

As usual pagpasok ko sa loob ng resto, nakatingin lahat ng lalake sa akin. It's a common scene sa lugar kung nasaan ako.

I can't blame them. I'm gorgeous, and everyone knows it. No need to mention the obvious.

Oh! There he is. Hmm. In fairness, guwapo ang hobby for the week ko. Kaso masyadong mabait. Hindi kami bagay. I'm a mean girl, a maldita. Isang bagay na pinagkakasunduan namin ni bhezt Jamila.

"Hey Michelle. You look so pretty with that dress. " sabay abot ng roses

"Oh, thank you."  smile lang mich, kaya mo yan.

"Have a seat. Ahm ano gusto mong orderin?"

"Ahm, wag ka nang mag-abala. I'm just here to break up with you."

Aha! ayoko ng paligoy-ligoy. I hate dramas, pwera lang pag si bhezt ang nagddrama. I'm used to her being a bratinella drama queen.

"WHAT???? a..ano? b..break up? anong ibig mong sabihin?"

"My dear, don't you know the meaning of break up? Your time's up so now...It's time for me to break your heart. So ahm...bye!"

Nagwalk out na ako sa lugar na yun bago pa sya gumawa ng eksena. Like duh, for sure magddrama din yun. Aba, baka partneran pa nya si bhezt sa pagka-drama queen.

"W..wait! Michelle, please don't do this to me..wait!"

Hay naku! Uso ba talaga pagiging tanga ngayon? Alam niya naman na casanova ako at one week lang nagtatagal ang relationships ko. And now nagulat pa rin sya? Tss. How poor.

Hindi ko na siya pinansin. Binilisan ko ang lakad para makarating agad sa kotse. Nag-aantay na si Mang Ben sa may pinto ng kotse. *smirk* alam na ni Mang Ben na break up day ko tuwing Sunday.

"Sakay na po mam ^______________^ "

Aba, ang lapad ng ngiti ni Mang Ben ah. Hahahaha.

Oh well, 1st day of school na pala bukas. I'm sure magiging masaya ang taon na to. Madami nanamang transferees na pagpipilian ko. Sana naman maraming guwapo.

Meron kaya akong makikilala na someone exciting? Masyado na kasing boring yung nga nakikilala ko ngayon.

Maybe I'll try to find someone who could change me. Ha! I'm getting good at making myself laugh. As if naman may ganon pang tao sa mundo. Alien siguro meron pa. Or maybe an android. *smirk*

Hmmm. I can't wait anymore. I'm getting too excited. =>

(A/N - kung binabasa mo to ngayon, wiiii. salamat kasi binasa mo ang first three chapters. kung nilagpasan mo naman at dumiretso ka agad sa dulo, balik ka sa umpisa oy! basahin mo naman. chige na :3 ahohoho. sana may sumubaybay dito sa story ko. madami pang characters at pangyayaring magaganap. naks. sa ngayon eto lang muna dahil...secret! para may suspense xD pasensya kung di gaanong maganda. first story ko to eh. leave your comment sa baba para alam ko kung nagustuhan mo. hehe. Thank yow :*)