Theme: You've been in love with Joel since the day you met him but he never felt the same
TW⚠️: Jelousy, heartbreak
Word count: 408
(Short ik, but I needed to post something)
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Boston QZ
I've been in love with Joel ever since I laid eyes on him. He's so handsome and perfect in every way possible.
The only problem with that though is that he has never felt the same. He barely even looks at me, and it hurts so bad.
I've tried dating around and talking with some of the other guys in the QZ but it's no use. None of them are what I'm looking for. None of them make me happy. It's always been Joel. He's what I'm looking for.
He has made me feel so good and I just feel safe with him. I can't live without him. But I see how he is with Tess. I see how happy and comfortable he is with her and it hurts so bad. It should be me. I mean don't get me wrong, Tess is an amazing woman, but that should be me.
I'll always see him and her walking around the QZ together and walking into the same apartment.
My heart aches
Honestly I would rather be torn apart by a pack of clickers than live in a world without Joel.
I'll always regret never taking my shot with him whenever I had the chance. I waited too long then Tess snatched him up
Granted I've never heard if they were "official" or not. But I see how they act with each other and I know that I would never have a chance with him
But at least I can still keep his eyes in my life.
Or at least that's what I would always tell myself
Now, I haven't seen either of them for 2 weeks and no one has heard from them
Granted yes I know that they would always sneak out and smuggle things or so supplies runs but that never lasts more than a couple days at most.
But it's been weeks, so either they ran away and left with each other for good, or they went on what was supposed to be a quick run and never made it back.
Either way though, I know I would never see Joel again. I could feel it, and it pains me bad.
I don't know what I'm going to do now.
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