shattered (boyxboy)

the viewing

Jason stayed the night since Gabe wasn't back and because he was going to the funeral with me.

Dream

"Touch yourself" Gabe commanded. He had me naked and layed out on his bed. He was sitting at the edge in all his glory. His hairy fat gut was sticking out and his fat legs which also where hairy where spread out as he pumped himself. The windows and curtains were closed. It was around nine o'clock , passed a seven year olds bed time. My little brother was already asleep but Gabe locked the door to make sure I couldn't escape and brother couldn't come in.

"Wh..what?" I asked already dreading the answer.

"I said touch yourself bitch!" Gabe reached up and smacked me hard on the face. I nodded my head and started to rub my chest the way he did to me.

"Pump your dick now and moan like you like it." I held my tears in knowing I would get hurt again if I cried. Gabe doesn't like a crybaby.I started to pump my penis and moan to make him happy."Louder bitch" he said punching me in the gut. I let out gasp and feel over on my side clutching my already bruising stomach. "Did I say you could stop. Lick your hands and fuck yourself." I did as I was told unfolding my body and lying flat on my back and ignoring the pain. I pushed a finger in my entrance.
%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% I shot up in bed in a cold sweat startling Jason awake in the process. He looked worried and concerned. I took deep breaths before I could even concentrate on my surroundings. My room came back into focus. My deep blue sea walls with seashell embroidery around the ceiling and floor. My cherry wood desk facing my big open window. I saw my thick blue carpet and my deep cheery wood door. My TV was on its stand at the foot of my bed. I was not in Gabe's room, I was safe in my room with my boyfriend Jason.

"Hey babe, are you OK?" Jason asked rubbing soothing circles in my back. And no not my lower back your pervs.

"Ye...yea just had a bad dream, what time is it? I am desperately trying to change the subject."

"Its 10:00 we need to be getting up now. What was your dream about?" I knew he was going to ask that. I had hoped he would get the message and change the subject, but knowing Jason he did but was very stubborn.

"I really don't wanna talk about it yet." I said visibly shaking just thinking about it. Jason looked like he wanted to pry some more but thought better.

%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Funeral

"----And now we are going to be viewing the body."

I couldn't believe I was sitting here, in a funeral home for my baby brother. I felt just like a mother losing her baby. No parent should have to bury their own kid, it just wasnt right.

"Jason its so small." I croaked out pointing to the casket.

"Oh gods percy it's OK. Are we going up our row is almost next." Jason asked wiping tears from his and Percy's eyes.

I don't know why I stopped it here but I did sorry. I'll be updating again soon hopefully today but 2morrow. Luv peace and chicken grease.