Love Bites An Arranged Marriage To A Vampire

6. My Rocks

Everyone looked at me in confusion and bewilderment, why hadn't they received this so called message. I ignored the looks on everyone's faces slapping Ethan's hand away from my cheek and leaving the room quietly not even looking back.

It had been two since that incident I still had not touched any food and stayed away from everyone. I was locked up in my room refusing to leave at any cost, I would let the whole house burn down with me in it then come out of my room. The darkness of my empty room had driven me to complete calmness. I liked to stay there thinking about things reviewing every little detailed I had missed the signs I had missed, even began to think what will happen when I starts school again.

I had not had time to think about these things in such as long time, I had finally been able to fully understand my self. While I was in my room I drew things mostly Angel, mum, Zack, Justin, Amy, and my self. I listened to music, wrote poetry, worked on my stories it was an outlet to everything I was feeling. This was my way of escaping the cruel world and all the things I felt. I had enough time to practice ballet. My mother had gotten me into doing it cause she did not I repeat did not want me to be a total tomboy.

Over the course of weeks maids, Mr. Hunter and even my father had tried to get me to eat. I refused all the food I just didnt feel hungry anymore I don't know why I just didn't. I guess everything that I was doing was keeping my mind away from Angel and all my problems. For once they seem less dominate in my life and I had control of everything I wanted to happen.

I was sitting in my room, my back snuggled up against the pillows and the warm sheets coiled around my legs. I sat there drawing a picture of Angel I sketched a few detailed onto his image and retreated to my ipod. I searched the data base looking for one song one of my favorite It was my favorite because my mum, Angel and I had all liked the same song When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne. I softly sang along with the song:

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah