It started with a Foster Child

Chapter 23

Gabi Pov

I had to go to school today and to be honest i was dreading it, i really dont want to go back i know that im going to get bullied by the group of girls, exspecilly now that school had punished them for bullying me the first time. The only Good thing about going back to school means i get to see Ash again, i havent seen him since Thorpe park and i was missing him.

*Gabi you have got to leave for school in 30minutes* Jaymi bellowed upstairs i reluctantly forced myself out of bed and put on my horrid uniform, putting my hair in a high pony tail and applying minimum make up i looked across to where all my new books were placed, i grabbed my timetable and looked at what i had maths, English,art and P.e. at least i wont have to do p.e. because of the burns.

1 hours later

I arrived at school 15minutes late but thankfully when i got in English there was a supply teacher, so i didnt get a detention for been late, i quickly went across the room and sat in the top corner on my own. within a few minutes i heard Ash shuffle across the long bench and sit next to me.

*Hey Gabi*

*hi*

*I heard what happened are you ok*

*Yeah im fine now still in alittle pain of the burns but getting there*

*You should of rang me Gabi i would of come to see you, ive missed you loads*

*Ive missed you too*

The rest of Enligh went fast, i completely zoned off whilst the teacher was going over some old work which i missed as i wasn't in school. The bell finally went and Ash had to go and see the headteacher about some missed work so i was left alone. I made my way through the busy corridors getting stared at by many people, obviously they all heard about the fire and that i was adopted since it was on the main news. I reached my locked hoping to get my phone and ring Maisie so that i didnt feel so alone, i quickly opened the locked and there was a A4 note ontop of all my stuff and i quickly opened it to read

Dear gabbi,

Okay if you think I'm gonna be all nice to just cause your living with jaymi, think again?

Okay so 1stly your just a bitch, slag, whore, and all this fandom hates yhu! Jaymi and OLLY probably just adopted you because they felt pitty for you! And also they will look so good on the news fostering kids and that! Well we all hate you! George hates you all the boys hate you! You nearly killed George, what are you still living with them for??!!! Are you waiting to kill George when he comes back! Your bad luck that's why your parents died/got killed!!! Why are you after UNION J now? if you go hang yourself no 1 will even care! Stop ruining everyone's life's! Your a wreck! And your just here to wreck EVERONE's lives! , You donnot deserve to know union j , i swear if you go near George or the boys and hurt them more WE WILL COME, AND HUNT YOU DOWN! AND KILL YOU! BITCH GO DIE! YOUR A WHORE AND your parents probably left you because they hate you and you ruin everything! WE HATE YOU FUCK OFF OUT OF ALL OUR LIVES! Gabi you should go on the train tracks and wait for a train to run you over! no need to Thank me! you go do it, and You will make everyone happy you mess.

I quickly screwed up the note and shoved it inside my jacket pocket, i grabbed my phone and quickly made my way outside i didn't want to break down in front of anyone and show i was week but i couldn't cope anymore i was getting hate outs side of school i couldn't cope with it in school to. I felt so alone i didn't really have anyone to talk to i don't want to put anymore stress on the boys after i caused the fire leaving them with no home and Maisie was stressed with having us living at her house it wouldn't be fair to make her worry about me.

I slowly slid down the science block wall away from anyone and let the tears stream down my face as i stared at the roughly written note again. Nobody came to see where the sobs were coming from but i was happy to be alone and i just cannot wait to get home and lock myself in my bedroom again, maybe the person that wrote the letter was right i should kill myself it would make everyone life easier i dont think anybody would actually care if i did and i would get to see my parents again.

The bell quickly snapped me out of my thoughts, i have to go to lesson as i know that school are ringing the boys all the time to show im there as there worried last time i came school i ran off. I quickly wiped away all my tears and looked into my phone and thankfully non of my mascara had run, i jumped up and made my way to English.

The whole time i was in English i sat in silence, Ash was in another group so i was alone and left with my own thoughts, i just want to know who wants to kill me i know i don't deserve to be fostered by Jaymi they were right.

Art was just the same i was sat alone, Ash had text me and was apparently sent home and suspended from school for 3days, which meant i had no friends in school. It was dinner and since i wasn't aloud to leave school grounds i sat down on the bench outside counting down the time to 3oclock today could not get any worse.

I was wrong i felt a huge hand slap me across my face, i instantly jumped up and backed away and i was faced with the same blonde girls, i tried hard to not break down tears about to fall from my eyes i just stayed quiet and within a second the main girl spoke

*Gabi, what did i tell you about staying away from Ash you slut*

i just looked down at the ground i couldn't cope, i didn't want to stand up to her she would beat me up within a minute so i just stayed quiet until she lifted up my face by pulling my chin up

*Gabi, don't fucking ignore me, i told you to stay away but you didn't listen, do you want to ruin his life just like you have ruined Jaymis life within a few weeks*

*i didn't* i managed to speak no louder than a whisper

*Gabi you caused that fire, you ruined there career and now you are trying to steal Ash from me* the girl took a short breathe

*let me spell this out for you, stay.away.from.Ash* she shouted the last part making sure she took a breathe in between each word, i just stood still i knew that i shouldn't of spoken to Ash after last time, i felt the girl push me to the ground and i just sat down whilst all 4 girls pointed and laughed at me.

*And tell anyone about this Gabi and i will pull you more you little grass* the girls all laughed once more and walked away, giggling to eachother. once they finally left i let the tears stream down my face.

I knew exactly what i had to do, how to get away from all of this, nobody wants me, nobody ever will i know this is for the best.

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