It started with a Foster Child

chapter 29

Gabi pov

I watched JJ read the letter at first he looked shocked but further he read I could see anger in his eyes.

*Gabi this is horrible, don't listen we all love you and would never give up on you and I know jaymi and olly did not foster you out of pity they wanted to take care of you and see you as there daughter*

I looked up to JJ who had a tear in his eyes, but I didn't believe him since I lost my parents nobody has cared for me even my auntie didn't want me, I know I have Maisie but sometimes I need a adult to tell me everything going to be ok.

*Gabi have you received any more letters or anything else and do you have any idea who there from* 

*maybe its from the girl that bully's me at school, this is the first letter but I get tweets all the time and a note in a card that was sent to Jackie's *

once I finished speaking I broke down again, letting the tears stream down my face both Maisie and jj hugged me as I sobbed remembering everything that had been said I know im never going be accepted as Jaymi and ollys daughter by there fans.

*Gabi this is horrible, and I promise you I will sort everything , I know this is the reason you ran away and don't want live here anymore but is there anything else have any of us upset you in anyway *

*no JJ as I said in the notes I love you all but I cannot cope with the hate exspecilly when im been threatened to be killed *

*Gabi we will sort this I promise you ignore them they are jealous, if we can sort it out do you want to still live with olly and jaymi because the social worker has just arrived and I know they might want to take you to another foster home if your unhappy*

*i would love to stay with Jaymi and Olly they are the best foster careers but i don't think i can cope with getting bullied and sent hate from your fans, they want me dead JJ*

*Gabi i promise you if you stop with Jaymi i will be there for you, we will sort out all the hate and protect you* 

I was about to speak before Jaymi shouted 

*Gabi the social workers here and wants to speak to you* I quickly looked at JJ who gave me a reassuring smile, i stood up and whipped my eyes removing the tears and walked downstairs i hate speaking to the social worker and i don't know if she will let me stop here anymore but i don't want another foster home and move city again.  I walked into the room and looked at Sally my social worker and she looked at me fully of worry holding a huge folder which was fully of my past. 

*Gabi i need to talk to you alone* 

Jaymi got up and wrapped his arms around me and whispered *you do what is best for you Gabi i will always love you no matter what you choose* i felt a huge lump in my throat it was the first time Jaymi told me he loved me i know this is killing him, i looked into this eyes before he left the room and i could see he was going to break down once he left the room. 

*Gabi how you feeling*

*Ok*

*I know you ran away, Jaymi had to ring me are you happy here*

*I am happy just i got bullied in school and it was too much to cope with* It was the truth but i missed out telling Sally about the hate from the fans, because if she knew she wouldn't let me stop with the boys and would convince me to move foster homes because of my health and safety, i know Jaymi couldn't of told sally because  he still doesn't know what has been happening. 

*Gabi for your safety and well being i think you are going have to move foster homes and ive found you a lovely family in Manchester*

*What Manchester, i am not moving foster homes again*