It started with a Foster Child

Chapter 30

JJ pov 

Me, Maisie, Jaymi, Olly and Gabi were all downstairs watching a movie and munching on popcorn i was so happy that Gabi got to stay with us. I glanced across to where Maisie was sitting and she looked back for a short second then turned her head blushing slightly, i know i have to talk to her about the kiss. I decided that if i text her the others wouldn't notice we left the room 

TO: Maisie

From: JJ

We need to talk come up to my room in 5minutes xx 

I put my phone away quickly so that nobody would work out who i was texting and got up and walked up the stairs i knew that Maisie would read her message as she was oready on her phone. Once i got to my room i sat down on the bed and felt nervous i knew that within a few minutes i was going have to choose between Jess and Maisie.

I started to do pros and cons in my head: 

Maisie - Funny, love able, caring, my childhood crush

Jess - my long time relationship that i was conformable in and we have a routine set out, loveable, stunning and very funny. 

I was stepped out of my thinking as i heard the door slowly open and a nervous looking Maisie entered the room and shut the door, she looked towards me with a faint smile. 

*Maisie do you regret our kiss*

Maisie walked over to the bed and sat down next to me and slowly nodded her head before speaking

*I feel bad JJ you have Jess it shouldn't of happened*

*But i have Strong feelings for you Maisie, and been wanting that kiss for years i donnot regret it i know i shouldn't of kissed you whilst im still with Jess*

*what you saying JJ*

*Im saying if i finish with Jess will you be my girlfriend* 

*but i don't want you to break up with her because of me, i don't want to split up a relationship* great way to avoid my question about been my girlfriend Maisie i thought to myself 

*If im looking at other girls and developing stong feelings for someone else it is obvious Maisie that me and Jess shouldn't be together, im going to split up with her regardless to if you will be my girlfrined or not*

*we will see where we are at when you finsh with Jess, but im not promising you anything* 

*Ok i will text her now telling her its over*

*No you will not break her heart over text JJ* Maisie said with a harsh look on her face, but i didn't want to have to face Jess and tell her its over face to face i know im a coward but seeing her upset is going to kill me but i want Maisie. 

*but* 

*No buts JJ you can't break a girls heart in a text message, Ive had it done to me and its more than horrible,  i don't wish it on my worse enemies and i know you are more caring than that JJ* 

*ok i will tell her later i am meeting up with her anyway, aww so you think im caring* I saw Maisie slightly blush as she realised that she gave me a compliant

*yep* Maisie said with a huge smile i had to stop myself from leaning in and kiss her

A few hours later 

Maisie pov

I was sitting in my room listening to Olly Murs, i couldn't believe that JJ was going to split up from Jess tonight basically for me, i know he says it isnt but they were happy a few weeks ago before JJ told me about his crush on me though out high school. I feel guilty and horrible for Jess i know it is going to hit her hard the sudden break up, but deep down i was alittle happy because i am slowly falling for JJ, when we kissed it was the first time i had butterflies. 

 JJ pov 

I was sat with Jess in alittle park near Jess house we regularly come here for walks because it is really quiet and there are no fans and we get to spend time together. I kept telling myself it was time to finish with Jess but she would look at me with a cute smile and it insistently stops me because i no she wont be smiling once i tell her we are going to break up. 

*JJ what is it you are not been yourself and haven't for the past few days* 

*im sorry*

*Now im worried JJ what is it*

i turned to face Jess who's face was full of worry

*Im sorry Jess i don't think we are working out anymore*

*I knew it you are splitting up with me arent you*

*Im sorry Jess, but i just don't feel the same for you as i did at the beginning of our relationship im really sorry i don't want to do this you know i hate ending relationship but there is no point of carrying on when the feelings are not there anymore im sorry*

*JJ stop saying sorry i get it you split up with me , i knew it was coming ever since Gabi and Maisie came into your life you have distanced yourself from me* 

*Im sorry* i said before getting up and walking away towards my car

Jess Pov 

I watched JJ walk away and my heart felt like it was shattering i had a feeling we were going to break up because JJ hasn't spent any time with me alone for the past month and practically spent all the time with Gabi and Maisie. Even though i was prepared for the break up i was still holding on hope that we would make it though and become strong again. 

JJ took a glance back before leaving the park gates, i slowly broke down the tears fell from my eyes and i placed my head in my hands. Remembering all the happy moments i shared with JJ like the weekend we both flew to Paris for valentines day and all the late nights we spent together watching movies and cuddling on the sofa. 

* I hope your all enjoying the fanfic - ive actually finshed writing it now and there is only 2more chapters then its all over*