Tale Of Heart

September

You came into my life,
Like September winds,
I was happy before,
But you showed me something better.

I was happy before,
But you convinced me,
That with you,
I would be ecstatic.

My life was good,
Everything was perfect,
But you came along,
And now everything is broken.

You convinced me,
That you would hold me,
Never let me go,
But now, where are you?

I didn't need you,
You needed me,
So I told myself,
Let's just give it a chance.

And you took it,
My heart, you broke it,
You could try, and fix it,
But will it be the same?

For once something has,
Been broken,
It is doomed to be,
Cloaked in misery.

I didn't like you,
You loved me,
And I had told myself,
That I'll love the one who loves me.

But of what use is it,
All my protective mechanism,
Rigged so easily,
By someone who barely tried.

I would be lying,
If I said I didn't see it coming, because
I knew all too well,
But I still said, one last time.

I told you,
I warned you,
Don't break me, I don't need it,
For I, am already broken.

If only you had listened,
Instead of crying for you,
Maybe, just maybe,
I would have lived for you.

You said I was too good,
To be just a moment,
You wanted the forever,
But now, I'm broken and alone.

I warned you,
Told you I'm crazy,
Told you to let go,
But you held me close.

When I pushed you away,
You held me close,
Promised to never let go,
But those promises were, but empty.

All for what,
If you wanted to play games,
You could have chosen anyone else,
Why did it have to be me?

You said I was good,
Makes me wonder,
How many good ones you knew,
How many better you will know.

You needed me,
You loved me,
So why am I the one,
Who is left behind.

I wanted someone,
Who treasures me,
And showes me the stars,
But you showed me the gold.

For gold can fix the broken, but still,
You couldn't fix the pieces,
Of me, which were falling apart,
All the gold, now wasted.

Couldn't you just have been nice,
Couldn't you just give it to me,
When I asked, no begged,
For only a moment of your time.

I wanted to be treasured,
Treated like a queen,
But little did I know,
You were the queen.