Sweden x Reader This is Where I fall

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A/n: this is a songfic, the song, or the lyrics doesn't belong to me.
Lyrics goes to: Lia1291 in youtube, go watch the video, her voice was an absolute angel. Enjoy! Btw the pic is not mine~ and by the way, again. It's a HetaOni based story. But nordic ver!

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This is where I fall
Can you hear my voice call
To you in this darkness
Through curtains of the night

A certain blonde male fell onto the ground, his glasses came off of his face and onto the ground. He's bleeding badly, he gasped and panted, obviously needing more oxygen to breath, so he keep on gasping for them until he finally got enough. He fix his position, grab his glasses and use them. Then he sit down, leaning on the wall and looking out the window that is covered by an almost transparant curtains, the color of the curtains was indigo, making it looked mysterious, but let's not talk about that.

The male reach to his sides, which was bleeding badly, pressing the wound with his palm, he groaned in pain. More blood pours out of his wound, he gave up and just drop his hand to the ground. He wanted to call out for her, he really want to, but everytime he open his mouth, his voice wouldn't come out.

He open his mouth one more time, come on! Just shout it out! His mind shouted repeatedly (f/n)! (F/n)! Do I need to spell? (F-i-r-s-t-n-a-m-e)! How hard is that? Hard. Very hard. He clench his jaws in frustration "....(f/n)...." really? That's the best you can do? What happen to the intimidating man earlier? Shut up shut up shut up! He will go crazy if his mind won't stop talking like that. He tried one more time "(f/n)!!" He shouted. He let it out. He did it. Congratulations. NOT. he's not outside the mansion yet.

But I'll defend
And hold our friendship dear
I will take my final step
Into this despair for you

He must defend it. He must keep his promise, and protect his goddamn friendship. Well, whag he wished was more than that. But to be honest, he really did wanted it more. He wanted her to be his, but being the careful guy and the feared guy he is, he kept quiet, fearing rejection. What's this? Fear? Don't make me laugh. His mind shouted, håll käften!* this is irritating. Annoying. More annoying than a certain goddamn Dane. His mind goes back to where he spent some time alone with her, and only her. No one else was there that time.

No. Not even Finland, his so called 'wife'. She was so beautiful back then, not that she's not beautiful now but damn, she was dazzling many boys would fall for her if they were there, but he was the only one there that time, with her. Only him, and her in a field full of flowers, many kinds of flowers, so colorful, it matched her (f/c) sundress perfectly. He let out a bitter small smile of this memory. He loved her so much, he would do anything for her, he'll defend tjeir promise and their friendship. He would do exactly anything, but now. He would take his final step, into this miserable despair, for her, and only her.

This is where I fall
Can you hear my voice call
To you in this darkness
Through curtains of the night

She's outside the mansion, in front of the front door to be exact, with the rest of the nordics with her. The sky was dark, no moon, no stars, nothing. Only her, rain, darkness, and the rest of the nordics. She choked out a sob and started crying, dropping onto her knees and began crying harder. Finland, being the kind guy, knelt down beside her and started comforting her. "Ugh can't you stop crying, (f/n)?" Iceland said irritatedly, earning a slap on the back of his head by Norway, and a cold, intimidating "sulkea**, Iceland." from Finland.

Finland turned his head back to the (blonde, brunette, raven, etc) girl and start rubbing her back gently, "don't worry, (f/n), Su-san will definitely be okay!" He said reassuringly, "yeah, (f/n)! Sve's strong! He will made it!" Denmark agreed, his eyes staring intently to the front door. The girl keep sobbing and crying. No, they don't understand. It's dangerous in there! She thought in her mind and began hiccuping as Finland rub her back gently.

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