Sitting alone in a full of darkness room,
A tear runs down my face
And I'am trying not to feel anything,
To drown the whispers, the echoes, the sting
But the silence roars, and I feel just one thing:
Fear
Fear of not being pretty enough,
too big nose,
too dark circles
Crying alone
I say, "I'm fine,"
But the reflection in the mirror—
I hope it’s not mine
Fear of being forever alone,
Alone with me, just me, in my room
Trying to pull myself up again,
Writing my feelings down with a pen
And just for a moment,
The fear drops away.
The mirror breaks,
The room, gets brighter, that way
And I try to Smile
But the Moment when I realize—
the truth is hidden in my cries
Das hatte ich schon mal hochgeladen, nur in einem anderen Buch, deshalb nicht wundern <3
