The Melody Of Our Love

Sorry, I Lost

Remeber ,A Week ago, i have told you all something, and those who thought I was joking .....No ...I wasn't.

Sometimes, it feels like no matter how hard I try, my efforts go unnoticed. I've poured my heart and soul into my work, spent countless hours planning, creating, and perfecting everything-from writing stories that mean the world to me to crafting posts that I thought would resonate with others. And yet, here I am, watching others who started just yesterday surpass me with ease. It's not jealousy-it's this overwhelming ache of feeling like my hard work isn't enough, like I'm shouting into a void where no one is listening.

I've done everything-engaging with people, following trends, being consistent, putting myself out there, and even asking readers to support me in every possible way.

But the outcome?

Barely any growth. Barely any recognition.

It's like my efforts don't hold the same value as others'. My followers are fewer than my posts. My books are written with love, but where are the readers who will see the heart behind the words? It's exhausting.

What breaks me even more is seeing others who've just started their journey already thriving. They gain followers, readers, and appreciation effortlessly, while I'm stuck in the same place despite all my dedication. I can't help but wonder:

what am I doing wrong?

What's missing?

Am I not good enough?

Does my work not deserve the same love and recognition?

I'm tired. I'm frustrated. It feels like everything I've done has been for nothing, like I'm running in circles while everyone else moves ahead. I know they say success takes time, but how long am I supposed to wait? How much more energy am I supposed to give when it feels like I'm getting nothing in return?

I'm at a point where I don't even want to try anymore. Why should I keep putting myself through this pain and disappointment? Maybe it's better to stop, to walk away, to save myself from this endless cycle of hope and heartbreak. I feel unappreciated, invisible, and defeated.

But deep down, a small part of me still wants to hold on, still wants to believe that my time will come. That this isn't the end of my story.

Maybe it's foolish to hope, but I can't let go of that tiny spark just yet.

I will write these books, pouring everything I have into them. But for now, I will not publish chapters. If I see growth in my followers, votes, and comments-if I feel that there is real support, that you people are not just expecting more from me but actually valuing my work-then I will share my stories with you. I will post everything with the same passion that I write with. But for now, I'm not going to get on my knees and give you everything you want without feeling that my effort is recognized and appreciated in return.

Sorry 😔🙏

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