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He slowly walked towards me mouth hung open. He stood a few feet in front of me. He grabbed my chin and gulped.
"You look so much like your mother" He said, tears brimming his eyes. He had sad look on his features. My mother was a beautiful lady. She was a model from the age of 17 up until 28. Im glad i looked like her.
"How have you been" He ask dropping his hand. That angered me.
"How have i been?!" I mocked him. "How do you think i've fucking been! You abandoned me. Left me on the street. I was a mistake remember! You're lucky i have people that care about me more than you ever did. Tell me, why do you want to know if I'm ok now, when a few years ago you didn't care if i jumped off a cliff? I shouted. He looked down.
"I did care about you. I always cared about you. I just was stupid enough to make the decision not to have you" He said.
"No you fucking didn't. And to me im glad you made that decision. Now if you'll excuse me i have a friend in hospital that they are about to wake up. I haven't got time for you or mother at all." I said turning on my heels but stopping in my tracks as i realised Beth, Greg, Harry, Zayn, Niall and Louis stood there staring at me wide eyed. I sighed and my mouth ran dry. I never told them about my parents, except Greg.
"Shes in room 202. It was my idea to abandon you, not hers. She wanted to keep you and she hated me for ages when i kicked you out. At least go say goodbye to her" My father said from behind me but i ignored him because i have these lot to deal with first. They all stepped forward looking at me disappointed. Greg stayed back looking at the ground.
"W-why didn't you tell us?" Harry stuttered.
"I didn't think it mattered" i cried.
"Oh yeah! So you didn't think that the biggest thing that ever fucking happened to you, mattered?" He said getting angry. Why is he getting angry. I haven't done anything wrong! Its my life i can do what i want with it.
"look, I'm sorry ok" I cried. I looked to the ground and walked into the hospital room without looking at them. Until an arm stopped me.
"I'm sorry too" Harry whispered. "But i just wished you would tell me" He said.
"No no no why should i tell you?! You're nothing to me remember!" I cried again. I pushed him back and started walking away. He wasn't anything to me. He hasn't asked me out. He hasn't said he has feelings for me. So why should i tell him anything. I turned around but still walking backwards.
"Because the truth is harry. I have feelings for you. I love you in fact!" I laughed but still crying. "But you haven't admitted anything to me. We had a date and that was the last i heard from you. So i guess i made a stupid mistake for falling for you. So don't expect me to tell you anything." i said letting the tears fall down my face. I turned round and carried on walking out of the hospital ignoring the shouts and cries from everyone. That's it. That's me done. I admitted my feelings. But that was all so so so stupid. He has no right to but into my personal life. I looked around the corridors looking for the exit. I'm so useless i can't even find the exit to a bloody hospital. Room 200. Room 201. Room 202. I thought about what my dad said before. 'Shes in room 202. It was my idea to abandon you, not hers. She wanted to keep you and she hated me for ages when i kicked you out. At least go say goodbye to her' . Wait my mum wanted to keep me?! So Ive hated her all this time for no reason what so ever. I always thought she was the one who didn't want me. I stood at the door. Should i go in? Shes dead why should i? Because she's my mother and its only right. I opened the door and saw her lifeless on the bed, covered in a crisp white sheet. I sat down beside her.
"Im so sorry mum" I cried into her hand. "I always thought you we're the one that hated me and didn't want me. I was so wrong. I guess i've missed out now. I wish i knew before. I love you" I say. I kissed her hand and made my way out. Once i got to the door i glanced back. Goodbye. Then i left. Thats it gone.
I finally made my way out the hospital and i realised i have no way of getting home. I got my phone out and dialed the only number i can think of. Dan. Soon enough he came to pick me up.
"Are you ok?" He asked once we were in the car. I nodded and looked out the window, until i felt a warm hand on mine. I looked at him and he gave me a smile so i forced a smile back.
"You can tell me you know" He said. Maybe i should tell him. At least i will get it off my chest and it might make me feel just that little bit better.
"Well you better come in then" I say as we get to the house. We take a seat on the sofa. Well dan does and i start pacing the room. I start explaining everything from the date with harry and him not admitting his feelings and me falling in love with him but it was all a huge mistake. From my dad explaining about mum. And basically everything that has gone wrong.
"-and everything is just so messed up" I say finishing explaining everything. He stands up and stops me from pacing. I can feel is breath on my cheek.
"Well the thing about your mum, its history now. Just forget it and start over. And the harry thing" He paused looking into my eyes.
"Hes stupid for letting a kind, funny, beautiful, amazing girl like you, go" He said leaning in. I haven't got time to react when he slams his lips onto mine. It just doesn't feel right. Not like it does with harry. No sparks. No fireworks. No little butterfly's. Nothing. He pulls back and just stares at me.
"You didn't feel anything did you" He whispers. I shake my head hesitantly. "Me either" He sighs plopping down on the sofa.
"I e-err need-need to go to the bathroom" I say still shocked from that kiss. I turn around. Oh no not again. Harry stands there, speechless. Shit shit shit shit.
"I came to apologise" Harry said. "But i guess you're fine now" He says glancing at dan who just stares at him bewildered. Great! Then harry leaves. I don't bother to go after him though. I've just had enough. Had enough of everything. I think its time i had a change.
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