"White collar" destiel AU

Chapter 25

DEANS POV

According to the doctors, I woke up on Monday at 6:47am, Its 7am now, according to them. Cas is here, sleeping with a bump in his hoodie that I can safely assume is Bee judging from not one snore emerging from Cas, but two.

By 9 I felt fine, doctors said nothing was permanent damage-wise, a few bruises, which was lucky, considering. Finally Cas woke up and we went to work (with Bee, of course) it turns out Cas taught Bee to sit on his head while he drives, I swear that kitten was a cat version of Cas, today he had Bee wearing a white collar, thinking it would be more suitable for workplace, of course he got permission to bring Bee in!

We sit in a comfortable silence, until Cas pulls over, even though we are still five blocks away "Dean, what are you feeling guilty about?" Oh shit.
Im  under Cas's intense stare, and I know I cant get out of this, sighing, I tell Cas, about how ever since I was a baby I wanted to be a firefighter, my parents thought it was great, buying me firefighter action figures and costumes for halloween, but when I was four and Sammy was just a baby, there was a fire in Sams nursery, it ended up killing my mom, I failed her, the one thing in my life that I had focused on for so long, and I grabbed Sammy and ran, not even looking back. Its my fault, If I had done something, anything, maybe she would be alive." I somewhat forgot Cas was there with me until I felt him start hugging me "Dean, you were four, you saved your brother, it really isn't your fault" I don't believe him, but I nod, then maybe he'll leave me alone.

When we got to work is was just paperwork, allot of it too, but before the end of the work day Cas and I had finished it off, leaving me to sit in my chair and throw my elastic band ball up in the air until Cas caught it , placing it down he frowned "Time to go, Dean" we drove home with small chatter when Cas brought up the fact that we had forgotten our date, so we decided that tomorrow, for sure, would be Date day.

That night it was only 9 and we already in bed, I was drifting off when I felt Cas's arms around my waist and he mumbled, already sleeping "Dean, your mom would be proud of you" this jolts me awake, rendering me sleepless for awhile before I decide to take my mind off all this, tearing myself from Cas, I grab my palette and mix some colours, facing the empty canvas that I had placed there earlier that night, I painted until My mind went my numb, then painted some more, until I realized that the sun was rising, I looked at my work to see that I had drawn Cas, he had jet black wings spreading out behind him, he was holding an upside FBI badge in his outstretched hand and he had a dead serious look on his face, it made me smile, allot, I decided to make some breakfast and some Italian roast coffee that I desperately needed.

It was around 7ish when I heard a long a drawn out groan "DEeeeeeeean" I shook my head, laughing, he did this every morning, I saw a big lump of blankets and sheets get off the bed and start walking towards to me and I hear a small whistling sound I turn to see that Bee quickly climbs the mountain of duvet and sits right at the top, this was new, the blanket pile nears me then lifts its head a little, revealing puppy eyes "Dean... We could sleep more, they don't care, it'll be fun because sleep is nice" I look up to see Bee giving me the same look and my heart melts a little, but we have a date today, so I just poke Cas in the stomach, "c'mon, we've got two hours before we gotta go and you know how long it takes to tame your hair!" He blushes and grumbles away with his blankets still piled all over him. He stops mid- grumble when he sees my painting he points to the badge he blushes again "Dean! Ive only done that once! Im actually very skilled at revealing my badge, I swear!" Yelping when he dropped his blankets and Bee started to tumble off, only to latch onto Cas's shoulder, where he manages to not even scratch Cas!

~time warp to lunch :)~

CAS POV

I drove Dean central park with a picnic basket, we set up near bushes because watching Bees fascinate me, we were sitting in a comfortable silence, I was munching on my sandwich and Dean was reading the rules for FBI criminal investigators and agents when he picks up a highlighter and highlighted it shoving the book into my hands, he was obviously freaked out, I read what he had highlighted and paled "if romantic relations should develop between the CI and the agent, they will both be released of duty" It stated "Cas, I cant go back to jail, I just- Cas, do you trust me? I look up at Dean, who has this crazy look in his eyes and It hits me again just how hot Dean was, I leaned in, so did he and our lips met, and we kissed, it was sweet, I only pulled away when my phone started vibrating, I check my messages and find pictures of Dean and I kissing sent by a blocked number, Dean sees them and reads the text that comes after the pictures "Chuck has received and viewed these ( oh Cas! Hows the back to normal thing going? I got bored! Sorry!) -Rowena :)"

After that Dean and I both head back to the office, and everyones huddled in different groups, whispering desperately, they all turn to us when we enter, some shaking their head in disgust, others stare grimly; It all gets interrupted when Chuck walks out of his office and signals Dean and I to enter his office, we both duck our heads and quickly walk into his office Chuck quietly takes away my badge and gun and informs Dean "Winchester, you knew the stakes, mess this up and your in for good.. The officers will be at your house in a day: say your goodbyes" Deans head shoots up and he grabs my hand nodding to Chuck we both leave, tears in my eyes but when we get home, Dean called Sam and we all met at Deans apartment, eating dinner he asks me the sams question "Cas, do you trust me" I tried not to sniffle when I nodded, I felt Dean lean close, so that our foreheads were touching "Run away with me" I immediately pull away "Dean, your crazy" but he argues "Cas! Your the only one thats ever found me! With your help we'd be golden! Beaches and pie everyday! No worries other than what trick your going to teach Bee!" I rub my temples "okay"