Taylor swift mother imagines

you get pregnant as a teen part 2

Part 2 for you guys! Enjoy love :)

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"Hi my baby girl" I crouched down, scooping Thea in my arms. It was about 3 in the afternoon, roughly about half an hour since I saw taylor. 

After I gave her my address my head was pounding, running a million miles an hour. 

I was trying not to let it affect my mood but seeing her again brought back so many emotions and memories I thought I had bottled up enough to forget about. 

Memories of building forts late at night to watch movies in and making brownies at 2 in the morning because we couldn't sleep came flooding back and I found myself waiting for the time to go by so I could see Taylor again.

 I didn't want that though, I wanted to forget about her, to move on. I had built my life, from the ground up and I wasn't ready for this massive iceberg to come in and break it all.

 "Hi mama" Thea jumped up. Her little aussie accent clear as day. I found it absolutely adorable how she pronounced some words, but hey that's what watching a million hours of bluey and living in Australia gets you right?

 We said goodbye to her friends and the mums before I got her loaded in the car. "Mama?" thea asks from the backseat. "Yes baby?" i ask her, looking at her from the mirror. 

"Can you play taylor swift?" she asks. Well fuck. "Sure my love" i kept my emotions neutral as i typed her name into spotify. Cringing as i heard the first notes of cruel summer play into my car speakers. "Yay i love this song" thea grins from her seat, singing along to the parts she memorised. "Dottie?" i ask her. "Yea mama" she replies happily. 

"I have someone coming over later tonight" i tell her slowly. "Who mama?" she asks. "Um" what was I supposed to say? 'The women were currently listening to?', 'my mum who abandoned me when i was 16?' so i just settled on a work friend. Thea just nodded getting back to singing what was now 'we are never getting back together' not really caring about what i was telling her. As soon we we got home i got thea in her pjs and put a movie on for her. 

I didn't invite Taylor over for dinner but a part of me wished she was. I tried to push down that lingering voice while i made chicken tenders and sweet potato fries for us. I tried to get thea down just before 6:30 to make sure she didn't wake up when Taylor was here. 

Which was hard, since Thea's bedtime is 7:30. "Come on baby, it's time for bed" i tried to rub Thea's back but she kept on wiggling around, huffing. "Not tired mama" just as i was about to try again i heard the doorbell ring. 7:00 exactly. God she was punctual too. 

"Ok thea, moms friend is here. Can you please stay in your room, my love?" i ask her, rushing to get to the door. "Can I have your phone?" she asks, i quickly pass her the phone and slip out, leaving the door a tiny crack open before pulling open the front door.

 "Hey" Taylor breathes out. She's wearing a long coat with a pair of jeans and a white blouse. She looks younger, sometimes I forget she's only 39. "Hi" i say quietly. "Can i come in?" she asks and i nod, opening the door. I go to sit on the couch and she follows, leaving a respectful distance between us again. "So" she starts, facing me. 

"I am so sorry my love, so sorry. What I did was not right at all. I abandoned my baby, when she needed me the most. I'm so sorry my darling." I sat and listened, as she went on. "I have thought about you every single day, not a day goes by that i haven't thought about you, been in your room and wished i made the right choice. I knew I messed up an hour after you left, I knew I had to apologize, but you were gone. I thought i'd neve see you again y/n, but you, you have made an amazing life for yourself" i notice as she goes on she doesn't mention thea, maybe because she didn't know whether or not i chose to keep her. 

I let her go on. Listening to her side, with a semi open mind. "Please my love, give me a second chance, i won't let you down. I'll postpone my tour, I'll move closer. Whatever you want darling. Ill do it. I want to get to know you again. If of course you let me" she finishes, tears falling down both of our faces. "Mom, you really did hurt me. So fucking much" i cry. 

"That night, the first night I left. I cried so much, so much. Thinking to myself what i did to deserve this. To deserve you treating my like this. I continued letting me feelings go. "I ne-" "mommy" I hear Thea's little whispers, cutting me off and taylors soft gasp from the seat next to me. " hey baby" i wipe my tears quickly and go to her. "Your phone died," she told me, passing the phone. "Thank you bug" i told her kissing her hair. "Oh my gosh" her little face lit up.

 "Are you taylor swift?!" she runs over to taylor, who was in tears at seeing her grandaughter. "Yes i am my love" she smiles. "Me and my friends love your music! My friends mum showed me your show and all your pretty dresses." she grinned. "Mummy?" thea asked turning to face me. 

"Is TAYLOR SWIFT your work friend!?" she exclaims, shocked. "No bug" i laugh, sitting back on the couch placing her on my lap. "This is your grandma" i tell her, deciding that taylor was going to slowly be a part of my life again. "What?" she asked confused. 

"Well you know how i am your mummy?" i tell her. She nods. ""Well taylor is my mummy" i explain to her. "Ohhh thats so cool. I have never met you before. What can i call you?" she asks. "Well darling, that's up to you" she tells thea, her face soft, warm, inviting. I really did miss her. After a few minutes of talking to taylor, thea got tired and fell asleep on me. 

Taylor noticed she had fallen asleep and spoke up. "Shes perfect, looks just like you" she gushes over the tiny girl in my arms. "I wasn't sure whether or not you decided to keep her but, god she looks just like a mini you" she tells me, smiling. "Your doing good my love, really good." she tells me and i instantly start crying. That was all ive ever wanted. Just someone to tell me im doing ok. "Oh my love, it's ok, mama's here" Taylor comforted me.

 I woke up the next day hearing giggles coming from the kitchen. I was in my bed which means Taylor must've taken me here last night. I rubbed my eyes and stepped out to see Taylor and thea giggling and making what seemed like breakfast. "Mama look! Grandma came back! She's making waffles with me"I smile at Taylor who is standing behind Thea mixing the batter. "Morning love" she tells me. 

"Morning mom" I smile back. I see her face light up as she continues to make the waffles with thea. "These used to be your mum's favorite sweetie," taylors tells dottie. "Still are" i chime in from the table, just watching them. "I make them on friday mornings" i tell her. And that's how it was. After a few days of Taylor hanging out with us, she let us come backstage at her Sydney show and Thea loved it. I didn't actually know how much of taylors music she knew but when we were sitting in her dressing room watching taylors live stream she sang almost every song, I gotta say I was impressed. 

Over time me and Taylor's relationship healed a lot, we took a trip back home a few months later where thea met her uncle, great grandma and great grandpa. It was so amazing to have that kind of support I didn't have the first few years of thea's life. 

"I'm so glad i found you my baby" taylor said to me, one night we were watching a movie at home. Everyone was asleep and it was like old times again. 

Cuddling on the couch, watching movies till all hours of the morning. 

"I'm glad i found you to momma"

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