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Taylor's POV: 

Pregnant

Pregnant

Pregnant

The 3 sticks in front of me, all with the same answer stare back at me. What? No this cant be happening what the fuck. I'm too young. no no no no "This has to be wrong" I pant out, somehow already sweating. I lean against the bathroom sink, trying to catch my breath as my mind runs a million miles an hour. "It's ok, it's just a dream taylor," I tell myself, making myself believe. Closing my eyes, begging myself to wake up. How could this even happen? I haven't had it in....fuck. Trevor? Troy? Travis.. A random hook up I had a month ago. I forgot all about.

My friend Selena took me out to a bar one night to get over my ex, Joe, who I had been dating for 4 years, ever since year 11. I was freshly 20 and had just gotten my new apartment and finally finished moving in, I couldn't have this baby. I had no one, no one. I got out my phone and quickly dialed Travis's number. Not entirely freaking out yet, I put the phone on speaker. "Travis?" I spoke when he picked up. "Sorry? Who is this?" he said. Oh. "um its taylor, from um that party a few weeks ago" i said, nervously. Ok he doesn't remember me, what makes me think he's gonna jump right in all 'super hero daddy' and look after this kid with me.

I had to be him right? I didn't hook up casually and me and Joe didn't do it in the 3 months leading up to our breakup. I was certain it was Travis's. "Oh yea hi, um what do you want?" he said. "Oh um ok i don't really know how to put this but" i chewed my lip, tears prickling in my eyes."i'm pregnant and it's yours" i breathed out, it was about 2 minutes until her responded "what the fuck!" he exclaims, I jump and pull the phone away from my ear. Confused, I continue listening to him. "TAYLOR I'M 21, 21!!, I CAN'T HAVE A CHILD. JUST BECAUSE YOU AND YOUR NEEDY PUSSY COULDN'T KEEP IT IN YOUR PANTS, YOUR KNOCKED UP. FUCK YOU, THIS IS YOUR FAULT YOU KNOW. I'VE A GOT A WIFE AND A BABY, FUCK OF, DONT CALL HERE AGAIN" and with that he hung up and blocked me.

I fell to the floor, sobbing uncontiallb.y i tucked my feet to my head and rocked myself as I cried. I couldn't stop, I was having a child and I had no support. None. My mum passed away when I was 18 and my dad and brother had moved away when my parents got divorced 9 years ago. I had no one, one. I could always talk to Selena but she had her own life, I would never ask her to help me. I wasn't like that. After a few hours of crying to myself about my situation I decided I was going to start planning. I was having this baby of course, i mean i'm pro choice but i could personally never abort my child. I got out my phone and wiped my tears, phoning the doctors to get an appointment.

Thank god my mum had left me money in the bank for when I'm older since my tiny office job didn't get me very far. "Um hi, i've just found out im pregnant and i was wanting to make an appointment to get checked out and stuff" i explained nervously to the lady over the phone. Once that was done I called into work to ask for extra hours. I knew this baby would need extra things like diapers and formula and i didnt want to not be able to support us financially so I figured I would have to start saving now. I called my small, little retail job in the city to change my 3 hour, 4 day weeks to 5 hour, 7 day weeks. I still had money that my dad left from child support to help me get through the next few months. Once I felt like I had done all I could, I sat down on my desk in my room and rummaged through my drawers until I found a piece of paper and a pen. And i wrote: