𝗬𝗼𝗼𝗻𝗺𝗶𝗻 𝗧𝗮𝗹𝗲𝘀🎀

ᴸᵒˢᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵈ⁻ᴱⁿᵈ

Jimin had spent the weeks since his conversation with yoongi trying to give him space and let him process his feelings, he knew that yoongi needed time to come to terms with his unrequited love and he didn't want to push him but he also couldn't help but worry about him wondering if he wa eating and taking care of himself....

Despite their strained relationship jimin still cared deeply for yoongi and he missed their friendship terribly....
But he wasn't sure how to fix things between them or if they could be fixed at all....
Jimin tried reaching out few times leaving tentative messages on yoongi's voicemail and sending careful texts but yoongi never responded and jimin could sense the coldness in his silence....
He couldn't shake off the feeling of guilt that hovered over him like a dark cloud and he hated himself for it!!

Few days later, jimin stood outside yoongi's apartment door his heart pounding in his chest he had debated for days whether to come or not but ended up visiting anyways....
As jimin rang the bell, yoongi opened the door slowly revealing himself looking messy but pretty....

Jimin tried to ignore the way his heart skipped a beat at the sight of yoongi, he knew he needed to stay focused and not let his feelings cloud his judgement but it was hard not to notice how different yoongi looked with his hair tousled and messy and the loose cardigan hanging off one shoulder, he couldn't take off his eyes from yoongi's shorts which showed off his toned legs and the cardigan that hugged his slender frame!!
Jimin's mouth went dry looking at it.......

Can I come in??
Jimin said gruffly

Yeah sure....
Yoongi muttered

There was a moment of awkward silence as jimin and yoongi sat side by side, jimin fidgeted with the hem of his shirt feeling the weight of yoongi's gaze on him....
Finally yoongi broke the silence....

Why are you here??
Yoongi said bluntly

I just wanted to see how you were doing!!
Jimin said softly

Do you really care or are you just here to ease your guilty conscience??
Yoongi hugged

Ofc I care, I'm worried about you!!
You're my bestfriend....
Jimin said keeping his voice steady

And whose fault is that exactly??
Yoongi said bitterly crossing his arms

Look I'm sorry okay??
I never meant to hurt you but I can't feel the same way about you!!
Jimin said a bit frustrated

I know that very well....
I don't expect you to just suddenly fall in love with me but it still hurts you know?
To have everything you've wanted for so long snatched away from your grasp the moment you get close enough to touch it!!
Yoongi said his voice quieter now

I'm sorry, I wish I could change how I feel but I can't....
Jimin said feeling guilty

It's not your fault, I was stupid to think I could make you love me and I guess I just thought that maybe one day you would see me that way but I was wrong!!
Yoongi said his voice almost a whisper

For a moment the only sound in the apartment was the ticking of a clock on the wall, jimin swallowed hard the weight of yoongi's words hanging heavily in the air.......

You're not stupid and not wrong!!
You're amazing and talented also beautiful as hell!!
Any person would be lucky to have you but....
Jimin paused

But just not you right??
Yoongi said with a bitter smile

It's not like that yoonie....
I card about you, I just can't force myself to feel something that isn't there....
Jimin protested

Yeah I get it!!
You just don't feel the same way about me it's not your fault though....
It's just how it is!!
Yoongi said with a flat tone

I never meant any of this to happen....
I never meant to hurt you like this!!
Jimin said feeling utterly guilty