Stray Kids ONE SHOTS

get it over with -Minsung

Lots of metion of sex!
Kind of ace Minho and Jisung

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To most people sex was fun, and something pretty much every craved and wanted. But not Minho, sure he jokes about it and has a dirty mind, but he never thought about doing it himself. It was just not something he wanted to do, and was set on not doing it, he made up his mind at 15 that he wasn't gonna have sex. Ever.

Jisung was such a sweat person when him and Minho were just them, alone, left to be themselves. Minho felt comfortable not feeling like he has to talk about things like sex. He also felt like he didn't have to pretend to like it. Jisung didn't say anything when Minho shrugged to topic of sex of with a "not into that".

That topic was dropped and not brought up much.
Untill Minho and Jisung stopped Being just friends, and the topic of sex was something they just joked aboug and briefly mentioned.
It was a big fucking deal when you're boyfriend of almost 5 months is crying at 1 am because he belives he is to ugly to fuck.

Minho's heart broke when he woke to find Jisung crying. It broke even more when he whisper in a broken voice "i'm to ugly to fuck." Minho didn't know what to say, he just shoke his head and hugged his lover.

Moments passed before Jisung spoke.
"I want to do it, just so you know. I' ready."
Minho wasn't, he wasn't ever going to be, he just couldn't find it in him to want to so it.

"Please, Minho. I'm ready." He mumblea threw thic tears. Minho bites his tounge and looks away when tears from. Fuck, he thought Jisung understood.

"Yeah, i know." Minho whispers and kisses the top of Hans head soflty. Minho for the first time since he made the choice to not have sex, felt like he had to do it.
It was wrong, feeling like he was being forced, when all Jisung was doing was telling him he was ready.

Would his boyfriend ever be satisfied if he said no?

Minho gulps and kisses his boyfriend like he had done millions of times before.
Jisung smiles into the kiss and kisses back, like always.

Minho pulls back, takes a deep breath, blinks a few times, and really imagines having sex with Jisung.

His stomach twists uncomfortably, and he reaches over to fetch a gum, quickly sewing it.
Jisung smiles and crocks his head, but doesn't question it. He knows Minho likes chewing gum.

"Let get this over with."

It was the last thing Minho mutters before having sex with his boyfriend. It was fine, he supposed. It didn't feel right for him at all, just like he thought it wouldn't when he was 15. Like he knew it would when he was 16 and told his at the time girlfriend to leave. It still didn't feel right three months after when trying with a guy. Minho had never gotten to the sex part before, just the pre part, kissing, and then they would intande it and Minho would back out.

But not this time, this time he sucked it up and satisfied his boyfriend.
His boyfriend was now laying next to him, breath finilly coming back to normal, sweety forhead getting wiped by Minho, and a kissed soon placed.

"That was amazing. It felt so good." Jisung mumbles and Minho only hums in response.

"You don't agree?"

"I do?"

Jisung scoffs when Minhos' answer wasn't even an answer. He sits up, covers himself.
"Was it me?" Minho shakes his head and want to say 'it's me' but doesn't.

Jisung nods and grabs his shirt, putting it on.
"I get it. You've done it before and i was just bad."

"No, Hannie, non of that is true." Jisung scoffs. "I've never done it before, you were good, you were pretty. It did feel good, physically. But i emotionally i don't find it in me to enjoy it." Minho sights and looks anywhere but Jisung.

"You don't like sex emotionally?"

"No, i don't like sex at all actually. Its just...not enjoyable."
Jisung frowns and thinks for a moment.

"That's okay." It came out unsure.

"I can do it for you though."

"No. Minho-hyung....i think i get it...maybe. for me-" Jisung puts a hand on his chest. "I like the feeling of sex, sure. But at the same time it's...boring i guess. And unnecessary." Jisung shurgs with a half smile. Minho's eyes tear up and hugs his boyfriend, giving him a wet kiss on his plum cheek.

"Really?" Jisung nods and kisses his boyfriend on the cheek to.

"It's just the norm. But i dont get."
Jisung says with a smile. Minho laughs.

"We truly are soulmates."
Jisung nods.
"I'm sorry i made you have sex with me. I thought if i did it with someone i love it would fix me."
Minho chuckles and nods.
"It's okay. Now you know for sure atleast." Jisung nods.

Sex was something they didn't really do after that. I mean sure it happend that they got off when their body had a diffenf mind then theirs. But sex didnt really fit the same way in their relationship as handjobs, blowjobs, and sloppy grinding.

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

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