Chapter 5

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Alexia's P.O.V

"What's in the bag?" Mahogany asks

"Uhh.... Some of the ointment stuff, some bandages, some little cast thingys, and uhh.... 3 teddy bears?" I say confused.

"What? Why teddy bears? What do they say?"She asks

"They say 'I'm beary sorry.<3' 'XOXO' 'Sorry Cutie' they're so cheesy!" I giggle while taking them out of the bag. I smiled seeing them cuz the bears were so cute and seeing the bears made feel for the first time that people actually cared about me.

"Can I see." She asks and I give it to her

"Who can that be from?" I ask

"I don't know." She says.

"Hi. Can we come in?" A voice says outside the slightly opened door.

"Umm... Uhh... Sure." I say

Matthew Espinosa, Nash Grier, Jack Johnson, Aaron Carpenter, and Shawn Mendes all come in.

"Surprised to see us?" Nash asks.

"Very surprised. Why would you guys come? I thought you guys didn't give a crap about me." I say and they giggled, including mahogany.

"Well we wanted to make sure you were fine." Matthew says.

"And we actually care about you, I mean I care about you." Aaron said while saying I loudly.

"Hey, we care about her too you know." Shawn says.

"Yeah. That's why we gave you teddy bears." Jack j said.

"Oh. You guys gave them to me. Thanks by the way." I say

"No problem. And that's our way of saying we're really sorry." Nash says.

"Do you like them?" Jack j says.

"I love them." I say.

"Good. Cuz we were gonna buy you one really big one, but we decided to just give you three small ones." Shawn said

"Well the big one could've been nice, but I love these ones." I say which put smiles on all their faces.

"I'll be right back. And don't hurt her when I'm gone." Mahogany says.

"We promise we won't." Aaron said.

"Which bear do you like best?" Nash smirks.

"I like the 'Sorry Cutie' one." I say.

"I knew it. That one is from me and Aaron." Matthew says.

"Well thanks Matthew and Aaron." I say.

"No problem. And call me Matt." He says.

"Ok Matt...... You know what, never mind it don't like the sound of it...." I say

"Just kidding. I'll start calling you Matt every now and then...." I continue.

"Uhh the 'I'm beary sorry' one is from me and shawn." Jack j says

"Thank you guys so much. I love it." I say.

"So I'm guessing this ones from you, Nash." I ask while showing them the 'XOXO' teddy bear.

"Yeah. Do you like it?" He asks

"Yeah. Of course." I say kindly.

"I have a question for you." Shawn says.

"Yeah, what is it?" I ask

"Why did you cut? Was this the first time you cut? And why did you cut yourself 18 times?" He confronts me. Oh shit, I hate that last question!

"Well first of all....... That's 3 questions." I say which mad the guys laugh including shawn.

"Ok, can you please answer my questions." Shawn said

"Ok..... I cut cuz..... I cut cuz of you guys." Say sadly cuz I didn't wanna hurt their feelings.

"We're really sorry." Matt says.

"It's ok... And this wasn't my first time cutting. I've been cutting for a while now." I say and tears start to fall down my face. Nash takes his thumb and wipe them off my face.

"Thanks." I whisper

"Ok. What was the last question?"

"Why did you cut yourself 18 times?" Shawn asks

"Uhh.... I don't know if I should tell you guys." I say

"No it's ok, tell us." Matt says.

"But you guys might feel bad or get mad at me." I say

"No we won't, we promise." Aaron says.

"What's with all your promises?!" Jack asks referring to the promise with mahogany and this one and we all laugh.

"Ok... Here it goes...." I say

"I cut myself 18 times cuz twoforeachofyoyguys." I mumble the last part really fast.

"What?" They all say.

"Ok..... I cut myself 18 times cuz... Two cuts for each of you guys." I say sadly and more tears fall down my face.

"Oh my gosh. We're really sorry. We didn't know you'd take it this far." Nash says.

"It's ok." I say and they all hugged me.

"We're really sorry that Cameron, Carter, Jack G, and Taylor didn't show up." Matt says while hugging me.

"It's not your fault they didn't show up. I'm just glad that you guys showed up. It kinda made me happy that I know you guys actually cared." I say and tears fall down my face.... Again.

"Aww.." Aaron says and hugs me. Then all the boys start hugging me.

"Ow... You guys are hurting my cuts." I say then the guys stop hugging me.

"Well nice seeing you guys." I say

"It was nice seeing you too, my dear." Jack j says in a cute British accent. I laugh and jack winks at me on the way out and the rest of the guys follow him out.

To be honest, I sorta kinda have had a crush on Matthew, Jack J, and Aaron for a while now. I know, they're my bullies, but they didn't even hurt me that much. They only hurt me when they were told to. I just love how Jack is so adorable, I love how Matt is so cute and sweet, and I love how Aaron is adorable, sweet, awesome, and all that stuff!!

I don't know if I should like them. They are my bullies, but they're so sweet and caring. They're also really funny, specially Jack J. I just don't know what to do or say anything to anyone, including Mahogany. But Mahogany is my best friend. Ugh! I don't know what to do!!!

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