Lost (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 50 The game

Demi's p.o.v.

So Ashley just went upstairs with another girl probably doing god knows what. I pretended I didnt see it, in that way I didnt havw to pretend that it didnt bother me. Because it did.
I wanted to give her another chance. I want to give us another chance. First I didnt want to because I was busy wirh moving on and trying to forget about her. That didnt go well if your heart is still with that same person. The longer we didnt talk to each other, the more I wanted to be with her.

I knew Ashley wasnt ready to move on, she didnt agree with us breaking up. She agreed there was drama all the time but we could still work through that.
I thought it would be the best for me if we broke up. No more broken hearts, arguments etc.
When Ashley said Karen was thw one who caused the drama, I thought about it and she was right. Even though I couldnt admit that. That wouldnt help me with moving on. I really tried to do that but I kept thinking about Karen and now she was out of the picture, we could see if she was the reason for our problems if I gave us another chance.

So I decided we should try one more time and we will see wherw that brings us. Because at the moment, moving on isn't helping me or Ashley either. Well thats what I thought, it turns out she clearly has forgotten about me. Why would you stick your tongue in other girls' mouths then?

Riley tells Demi to win Ashleyback. Demi thinks its useless because look at her. Riley says Ashley is being stupid and thinks being drunk and sleeping will fill the big hole in her heart but eventually she will realise it will be worse.

Why can't I just go back in time and undo the break-up. She didnt agree with it but it was what I wanted at that time and Ashley respected my choice. This shows how stupid I have been. Ashley wants the best for me which is she in this case. I need her to get through my days. Since I met her she gave me so much and I'm so grateful for it.

Then it hits me that Ashley is upstairs with another girl, probably having sex. I can't blame her, we aren't a couple anymore but she said she didn't want to sleep with many people because she would feel like a slut and it wouldn't be special anymore. I don't know what but something had gone wrong.

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For one of the things I'm grateful for is Riley. She is Ashley's best friend but also a really good friend of mine now. We were walking through the local park, enjoying the sun and our ice-cream when I saw Ashley and another girl making out on a bench. I wanted to keep walking because I got a lump in my throat, I didn't want to see this. But Riley stopped, stepped closer and said ' Get a room'.

Ashley pulled back and looked aside, at Riley. Then her eyes met mine but they quickly turned away. The second she looked into my eyes she seemed surprised I was here.

'Why did you disturb us Riley? Call Steven or something', Ashley said annoyed. I could feel the tension between them. Apparently they have had several arguments about Ashley's behaviour. That was a dick thing to say.

'Or you can kiss Demi. Since she likes to kiss others', Ashley spoke with no emotion and winked at the girl next to her which caused her to giggle. The girl is really pretty, I get why Ashley is busy kissing her.
Ouch that insult hurts. She knows that wasn't my fault, the things I said and did after were my fault I admit that.

'Now excuse me', she said and kissed the girl as if me and Riley weren't even there.

We were both speechless. Like I said I wanted to continue our walk but Riley didnt want to.

'You would think everyone is relieved now Karen has gone away but not for long. Looks like a new version of Karen is coming. And you can know that Ashley, I mean you have been pretty close with her', concluded out of those words Riley was pretty fed up with Ashley.