Lost (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 51 Ready to go?

Demi's p.o.v.

'You seriously did it?', Riley sounded surprised when I told her what happened after and during practice.

I smiled a little, feeling a bit proud of myself.

'So how are you and Ashley now?'

'Ugh. I have no idea. Her reply to my apoligy wasnt really obvious'

'That sucks', Drew beamed. He highfived me earlier for doing what he said. He was proud and found it funny.

After Ashley left, I decided to let it rest. Maybe she will look at it differently according to my story last night? I will give her some time which isnt hard in this case. She isnt even at school today.

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Ashley's p.o.v.

I felt proud of myself for walking away from Demi. The things that happened tonight were unexpected and I found myself wanting to talk to her and maybe tease her like she did. Who knew what would have happen if I stayed? What kind of mess could I get myself into? No, for now I need to relax and think about it. Not that I didn't think about it or her...but she can't know that even if she is right. All those girls for the time being are a great distraction for me but after...they are not the same. They don't see me the way Demi sees me, the real me. Sure I have this attitude, lots of people do but more people are too stupid to seriously believe that that is who they really are.

School was a thing I didnt want to go to today. Not only do I have to face Demi, the other girls want to see me to. I have way too many relations to maintain. When I felt Demi's lips, I knew nothing could top that feeling. I shouldnt become attached to her even though its too late for that.
My friends hate me as well, I get it. I can see where they are coming from. Riley is right, this doesn't make me happy and I haven't been a good friend. But to apoligize...not today. Another reason why I am certainly not going to school.

Just got off the phone from Regan. She has a free day because the teachers of her school have a tuition or whatever, point is she is coming. I dont know why she thinks that I am not going to school but thats fine. I havent seen her a long time so I want to catch up.
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'So how are you and Sarah?', I asked while I looked at my coffee. Despite school it was still early or somewhere in the morning so I need something strong to keep me going and awake. Coffee will do I figured, besides Regan wanted to meet me somewhere we would go and drink something.

'Good. Sucks that I can't see her much but the weekends will do'

'So you are really serious?', I asked frowning. I heard a lot of Regan's dating past from Demi.

'I am this time. I really love Sarah', Regan smiled. Maybe that wasn't the first time I have ever seen her smile so big.

'Great to hear'

'She is the first person I can picture us together in the future you know? I can see it all', she smiled again. 'Do you have that as well or am I talking crazy now?'

I shrugged. 'I can picture Demi but we aren't together anymore so that won't do',I told her. I was being honest, if I close my eyes right now I see myself at the field in a world wide famous soccer stadion and Demi cheering for me at the bleachers. The thought of if makes me happy. But at least one part can come true.

'Yeah I heard that. That sucks but why dont you give it a try?', Regan said while playing with her earrings.

'Its a mess Regan. A complete mess'

'But she is your mess and the mess you find yourself willing to put up with. Think about it'

I nodded. That didnt sound so crazy. It seems like I can think straight lately since I had stopped hooking up with some girls. They were clinging onto me, now I have put an end after that, I can finally enjoy me again. And right now, there is room for me to think. Think about the current situation.