Exposing my art folder

Asks and how I'm doing

Oh golly I haven't posted here in a while, uuhh

I'm still working on that one story thing, don't worry Beniver-
However, I'm hyper, and distracting myself so here we are!

Pretty much, ask any questions you want! As long as it's not anything explicit(like NSFW or sex) then do whatever!

You can also ask from these foos as well

Here are just little things so you know how they will answer certian questions better.

Coda: She/They/Xem(Any/All) || Will answer any questions that other's may not be able to answer themself. very open about stories she's made, but tends to spill a bit too much.

Phantom: They/It || while they are mute, they can answer with sign-language or magic. Tends to be blunt when answering. (Coda will answer for them, but it is very protective over xem.)

Galixy: She/her || will answer pretty much anything she's asked.

Cloud: He/him || same as Galixy, but a bit more open and will try to answer things he doesn't know as well. (Nerds out if weather or windspeed is brought up)

Spark: She/her || Will gladly answer anything relating to electricity or speed. if it doesn't relate to that she'll still answer but be much less engaged.

Leaf: She/her || Very kind and sweet with her answers. Loves plants and try to tip-toe over harsh words. (Very adiment about healing, will try to help anyone.) (will answer even questions she does not want to)

Storm: He/him || Blunt with his answers, and pretty stand-offish. If he doesn't want to answer something, he will immediately dissmiss it.

Aylu(or Wisp): She/xey(Aylu), They/it || Wisp cannot talk(Aylu will translate for them.) but is very knowledgeable. Aylu is very young and does not know a lot. (Not dumb, but not smart either.)

Ember: He/it || will answer a lot of things, and correct Aylu if needed. he is not open about his past. (you can still ask him about it though. if you bug him enough, he'll say it.)

Pheonix: She/her || would rather not be here. (Answers only some questions, but is disinterested with this.)

Saphire: She/her || Very kind. kinda Pheonix's little pillow tbh. Will answer anything she's asked, even if she doesn't know the answer.

- - - -
--Ask here if you want.--

________

anyway, skip this please I'm begging yall, I don't want anyone tangled in my problems-

Yeah... I'm falling apart. Everything has been weighing on me and I'm finally crumbling under it.
My mental is in shambles, dysphoria has hit me with a metal pipe and I am suffering.

I'm pushing through it for now, but I need a break. MR chapters will take a lot longer now while I try to drag myself through this. I'll still respond to comments, but know that I'm not working much. I'm just.. falling apart.

the worst part is that I feel like I'm being overdramatic- I'm burnt out and just want it to end.(Not in a suicidal way, but more of I just want dysphoria and my grief to just shut up already.) Ive been jumping around from project to project, trying to keep busy as much as I can because frankly I don't want to be alone with my thoughts again.

Like I said before, I'm just falling apart. I may have full control over my actions and movements but I feel trapped in my mind, even the things I have control over feel automated.
I'm probably just jelious that Bean and other creators like them are able to keep making content at a fairly rapid pace honestly.

I try to put on this silly attitude but as many have seen (some even asking if I was okay) I keep leaving the most deadpan/ominous responses to the books ive read. (Saying still like "Can confirm" to someone dying or being emotionally hurt)

Drawing, Writing, hell, even reading books I used to love now feels like a chore. I still love doing all of those, but I feel like I have to do it... like I owe it to someone despite there being no one there to owe it to.
I'm only keeping myself busy with drawing and writing because both rather not be stuck with only my mind right now, and for some kind of worth? purpose? I don't know anymore, and ive given up trying to understand that part.

I only put this out here to say; I'm alright. just need to lay low for a while. Too much is happening at once weither that be schoolwork or the fame I'm in now.
I.. don't like it. I'd rather be a side character, under the radar.. not in the spotlight. I get there's probably thousands entities more popular than I am but I'm just not ready...and I don't think I'll ever be.