I wasn't born mute, it was a decision I made in year 7. No one really cared about what I had to say anyway, so why waste my breath? I wasn't born depressed, though I think that's impossible, I was diagnosed in year 7 also, what a eventful year, wouldn't you say?
Year 7 was when everything got to much and I broke down, in the middle of the hallway may I add. They had to call an ambulance to come and take me, I blacked out, but I'm pretty sure I punched a teacher.
I had always been a bit...reserved. Always worrying about what others thought, but one day all my insecurities and all the hitting and name calling and vandalizing became too much, and all my emotions went into over drive before completely shutting down.
In year 7 I was silenced. Forever silenced.
After that, everything spiraled out of control. I was diagnosed with manic depression, OCD and panic anxiety, I also became a masochist. I pushed away anyone who cared, and then I would take it out on myself, thinking I deserved it.
And now my only friend is silence..
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FanfictionTHIS IS A LARRY STYLINSON STORY!! de·pres·sion /diˈpreSHən/ Noun Severe despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and inadequacy. A condition of mental disturbance, typically with lack of energy and difficulty in maintaini...
