Hey Violet Preferences/Imagines!

''My Mind Is A Very Dangerous Thing''

X WARNING THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME PEOPLE X

Dedicated to gaylovelis

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Rena sat back on your couch in your shared apartment and thought quietly to herself.

I wonder what Y/N is doing? She thought.

She kept thinking about the past couple of months, you had been acting very strange and dodging days out and sleeping in sweats and a jumper and you've never done that before, you usually sleep in your underwear, just like her.

But she knew there was something wrong though, just she wasn't 100% sure and also she was afraid if asking you, because you usually get really private when she asks you if everything is okay.

Just as Rena was debating what to do you came down the stairs and into the living room, smiling at her and sitting down next to her.

''Hey babe! You okay?'' she smiled rather happily, which has been unusual for you to see lately.

''Yeh are you?'' She raised her eyebrow.

''Why wouldn't I be?'' You smiled gain.

''No reason.''

She knew it was a stupid reason to just pass everything off as a ''bad couple of weeks involving stress etc'' but you seemed fine to her at that point.

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Third P.O.V:

Rena was laid in bed, waiting for Y/N, she had gone to the bathroom but had been in their for ages.

By this time Rena had maybe figured out what is was that was wrong, but she did not want to say anything to Y/N.

Y/N slowly got into bed next to Rena, lowering herself on the bed as if she was in a lot of pain.

''What's wrong, please tell me?'' Rena had basically had enough.

She needed to know what was wrong with Y/N because she loved her so much and couldn't stand her being so down and upset.

''Just tell me babe'' Rena said, anxious.

''No, i-i can't.'' Y/N bit her lip, laying down and looking at the ceiling.

''I'm not going to judge you in anyway. I just want to know'' Rena begged Y/N, but it was seeming like she didn't want to budge.

Just as Rena was getting even more worried she saw blood stains on Y/N's jumper near her wrist.

''Please no'' Rena whispered, cupping her hands over her face.

Y/N looked to where Rena was looking at hid her arm under the sheets.

''Don't tell me please..'' Rena cried, she had an idea this might be why Y/N was down and wouldn't let Rena see her body.

''I'm sorry..'' Y/N said, turning to Rena and sitting up.

''How long?'' Rena cried.

''About 3 to 4 months'' Y/N said.

''And you didn't bother to tell me?'' Rena gasped, trying not to let too many tears fall.

''I didn't want you to leave me and realize how fucking worthless i am.'' You cried.

''But why did you do it?'' Rena said, grabbing Y/N's hand.

''Hate...'' You whispered.

''Listen to me right now, i am no way leaving you, i love you too much and wouldn't ever. And whatever hate you have been getting you need to ignore it, you're perfect in every single way.." Rena stated.

"I love you.." Y/N said, cuddling into Renas neck.

"I love you too.." Rena said back.

They both laid down, cuddling each other as Rena sung Y/N I'm There, they fell asleep in each other's arms.
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Hey guys!
I know this is short and shit but here ya go.
Stay fab, I love you, Faith xox