Hey Violet Preferences/Imagines!

You Find Out They Self Harm - Rena

TRIGGER WARNING

also read the authors note at the bottom its important x

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''I'm home!'' you shouted as you walked through the door of your apartment you lived in with your girlfriend, Rena. Everything was quiet, which was unusual because Rena was usually very loud and bubbly and greeted you at the door every time you got home. 

You walked through your living room, nothing. Kitchen, nothing. You walked down your corridor to your walk in wardrobe, then to your first bathroom, nothing. You decided to check your bedroom and when you walked in and saw Rena's clothes on the floor you knew she must be in the shower.

 ''Hey babe i'm ho-'' you paused in your steps, bathroom door wide open to see Rena sat in the shower, in a little ball with a blade and blood dripping down her arm and collecting near the plug hole. A tear slipped down your face as you turned the shower off silently, picking her up in your arms, as she wasn't that heavy really. 

You placed her on your bed after quickly drying her, putting a blanket over her to stop her from getting cold. Not a word was said between you both, just you crying whilst she stared blankly at the wall. 

You got some disinfectant wipes and slowly wiped her arm clean of the dry blood that had gathered their in the past couple of minutes, she winced a little but nothing that much. You couldn't help but cry more when you saw the bright red lines gathered on her arm, along with multiple scars. 

How oblivious were you to not notice your own girlfriend was purposely hurting herself?

Or maybe it was because it was your fault? 

Were you not good enough for her? 

Were you the reason for this? 

You got the bandages from the cupboard in your own bathroom, slowly wrapping them around Rena's forearm, making sure to be tight enough to stop the bleeding but not so tight as to hurt her. 

For the first time that night Rena spoke. ''I love you'' she whispered as she looked down at you kissing her hand, you smiled wiping the tears from your eyes. 

You slipped one of your big t-shirts over her head and did the same for you, pulling you both under the covers and kissing her head, holding her as she cried until she fell asleep.

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I am thinking about writing a Rena fanfic where she plays this badass who can pull any girl she wants and the other character is innocent and even though everyone wants Rena she really wants this innocent character and teaches her to break the rules.

What do you guys think? tell me in the comments xx