Team 7: hate to love

Episode 10. Kakashi and kaisu

Kakashi's pov
Inari shouted at us about where Kaisu was again, looking at us scared
"Where is she guys!" Inari shouted, Sakura smiled
"She's out in the woods with the boys training, don't worry about her"
"Kaisu!!" Inari shouted running past us and running into the woods
"Inari!" Tsunami shouted, tazuna looked at me shocked
"Where exactly are they?"
"A few miles from here, North" I said, tazuna nodded and looked to the woods
"That kid is so stupid!" Tazuna muttered, I sighed and let my crutches fall and did handsigns
"I'll get the kid back, if sasuke and Naruto come back tell them not worry got it Sakura?"
"Hm!" Sakura said nodded, I nodded back and teleported

Kaisu's pov
It been a few hours, the boys left saying they made it to the top. I however stayed out in the woods, even if I had spent most of my life in the forest almost dead, it still feels like home. I heard something running around, I turned my head towards the sounds and growled
"Whose there?" I growled threateningly, the thing moved closer and running out came Inari, who was crying. He hugged me tightly making me tense up
"Inari, let go, I don't like hugs that much" I said as the little boy looked up at me sadly, I moved my arms around the little boy and sighed "what were you doing out here?"
"I was worried about you" he said frowning, I flinched and threw a kunai, it hit a tree
"Get the hell out here hatake" I growled as Kakashi came out and leaned against the tree
"What I was just observing"
"Yeah and your not allowed with me, so don't bother doing anything with or that even considers me" I said coldly standing up and patting inari's head
"Where is Naruto and sasuke?"
"They went back, probably at the table eating already" I said as I looked at Inari, I pushed Inari gently forward towards Kakashi
"Take him back, I'll stay out here training" I said Inari looked at me worried
"I'll take the kid home, but you have to come as well so I can keep an eye on you" Kakashi said. I groaned
"I'm a jounin I can take care of myself" Kakashi looked at me cot convinced, I growled "what will it take for you do not think of me as a genin!" I shouted annoyed, he looked at me and sighed
"Because your a kid, not an adult, if your not treated like a kid you will act like an adult in the wrong situations"
"Do I look like I care?!" I shouted turning my back to him, I instantly regretted it as he put a kunai to my throat
"Don't turn your back on your enemy... Isn't that what you told me when we first fought?" He said, amused, I growled and lifted my leg, "don't" he said pulling the kunai closer, I lowered my leg and elbowed him in the gut making him get distracted, I kicked the kunai out of his hand and flipped backwards, I caught the kunai and pointed it at him
"Don't underestimate a jounin, you should know that, captain of the anbu" I said, I closed my mouth straight after
"How should you know that" I groaned
"Really? Really?! Are you stupid?!" I shouted, he looked at my his eye narrowing, I rolled my eyes and sighed "background, I know most of it" he sighed
"Curious?"
"No, I've known for quite a bit actually I have my own sources to give me information, unlike the ninja of the hidden leaf" I said coldly, as I dropped the kunai "besides remember I'm not part of this village I have never deserved a headband from any village" I said turning sideways and sighing "well not that I am part of any village now" I said dropping my head band on the grass and looking at it
"Like the client said I don't deserve to be a ninja" I said no emotion going through me, just nothing.
"Kaisu" he finally said, I looked at him and pulled out my villages headband, he looked at me shocked
"Nothing will compare to what I've been through, not even what you have gone through" I said stepping on the leaf head band "and I'm not going rogue! I'm doing you all a favour! Removing a burden from your lives!" I yelled lowering my head, I sighed and looked at my leaf head band, my lip began to tremble "who am I if I'm just burden, if I'm just in the way of everyone's lives, if I'm a screw up, a nothing, a mistake what if I'm just stopping everyone from living because of my existence..." My eyes were tearing up now, almost letting the tears fall. I exhaled "what if I'm not meant to exist, what if I'm just. I'm just. I'm just-" I looke up at the sky and smiled slightly "what if I'm just getting in everyone's way, all because I'm different.... All because I'm a so called genius in jutsu and ninja skills, all because I'm nothing to everyone else and it picks up on other people" I said looking at a familiar star, "what if I'm just here as a mistake" I said as memories flooded my mind, "what would I do if misfortune was everything that I had, why would I be the one to be the burden to others" I said looking back down at the head band, I lifted my foot and picked up the head band, glanced at Kakashi who was wide eyed, "what if I'm just pretending to be who I am now" I said holding the leaf head band up next to where the star was I traced out a symbol, I smiled and sighed
"What if all I'm here for is to let people let go of their anger on me" I said smiling widely at the symbol and the leaf symbol on my headband.
"Kaisu" he said quietly, I sighed
"Don't think about what I said, it's not important to anyone" I felt someone's hand touch mine,
"Kaisu, it's important" I sighed and looked to Kakashi
"It's not trust me, my life is just meaningless"
"Kaisu!" He said tugging on my hand and hugging me tightly, like he cared, I froze "your life isn't meaningless, it is important! Your not a burden to anyone especially me. Your life is important! I don't care what others think alright, just don't say that! Please Kaisu. Don't. " he said, he was shaking, I looked at him, shocked. Wide eyed, almost happy.
"Kakashi, let go I don't like-" he hugged me tighter making us go to ours knees, I looked at him
"Kaisu, please don't think that, your not a burden to anyone. So what if the team hate you! I know it hurts" he said slowly, "Kaisu, your a kid... You should be saying those things about yourself" he said letting go of me and putting his hands on my shoulders, he had a saddened look on his face, I went wide eyed as he hugged me again
"Kaisu, please don't say that" he begged, I blinked
"Kakashi-kun" I mumbled, as I sighed
"You won't be able to get me to stop. I'll always be a nothing alright, no matter what you say hatake" he chuckled and hugged me again
"Your an idiot Kaisu, a real idiot" he said chuckling as he hugged me tightly and sighed
"Alright off, I don't like hugs"
"Nope" he said, I growled and pushed him off,
"Don't do that again baka!"

Kakashi's pov
"Don't do that again baka!" Kaisu yelled at me going to her normal self. I smiled at her and sighed as I watched her lay down on her back "you are extremely annoying hatake" she stated, I smirked
"Oh really?"
"Yeah you are"
"Well your more annoying then" I said smirking she kicked me in the jaw again and growled
"I'm not annoying baka!" She shouted, I smirked and looked at her, she seemed a lot better then she was before. At least she's easy to annoy.
"Your the Baka"
"No you are"
"You" I said smirking, she growled and pushed me back down onto my back. I chuckled and sat up
"You seem happier" I commented. I suddenly realised something as she looked at me
"I'm not happy" she said in a cold tone as she stood up, I sighed "of course I'm happy Baka!" She shouted flicking my forehead again, I growled and grabbed her hand
"Don't flick my forehead" I said sternly she smirked,
"Or what? You'll read your book?" She said, my face heated up a little
"No I'll ignore you"
"I'm fine with that" she said
"You shouldn't be" I said looking at her
"Well to bad" she said as she stood up and sighed " you can go back to the house and eat, I'll be out here"
"Nope come on" I said grabbing her arm and teleporting is back to Tazuna's place...