Before She Changed Me

Chapter 23

I punched the wall again. Jonah put his hands on my shoulder.

“Dude stop..She may be my sister..But she handled this badly..She’s not good enough for you.” I looked at him.

“She was better then good..” I said sadly. I never felt this way about any girl and this happens?!? As if I don’t have enough. I sighed.

“I hate my life.” I said angrily. Jonah sighed.

“You couldn’t have thought she was the one..” He said. I looked at him. His jaw dropped. He shut it quickly. His eyes bigger then ever. I gulped.

“I kinda did..I mean she was like the one I thought of as saving me..I know I sound all girly but..We all have our moments.” I said shrugging. Jonah laughed.

“Don’t turn gay on me.” He said laughing. I laughed then stopped quickly looking at him. I put my hand on his shoulder. Jonah looked at me horrified.

“Well..You did turn me on the other day.” I said. He stared at me. I held back my laughs. I leaned in. Then punched him. He fell to the floor. He looked up at me.

“Kidding.” I said smirking and I plopped on my bed. I sighed. 


“That was not cool.” Jonah said. I rolled my eyes. I never really thought about being.. I sighed.

“If I ever did turn gay I wouldn’t go to you..I would hurt my sister to much..I don’t roll that way.” I said. Jonah stopped. He sat on the edge of my bed.

“Are you?” he looked at me seriously. I cocked an eyebrow.

“I don’t know can we not talk about this?” I asked. Jonah looked at me wide eyed.

“Alrighty.” i sighed and turned over on to my side. I yawned. I felt a tear escape my eye. I groaned.

“What?” Jonah asked. I looked to the side of my bed. He was sleeping on the floor. I threw a pillow and the top blanket to my bed to him.

“Nothing..I just I don’t want to turn all sensitive that’s stupid. And not me.” Jonah laughed.

“Maybe you are gay..You kinda never know until you try. But that’s what I heard. I don’t roll that way so I wouldn’t know.” He said yawning and turning onto his side. I flipped over on to my back looking up at the cieling. Oh boy..

------That morning----

I opened my eyes squinting at the window as sun poured in. I groaned. I turned over on to my side. I looked down. Jonah wasn’t there. I grabbed my phone.

Jonah- left wanted to actually sleep in my bed :O lol seeya in the mornin when you come and get me.

I smirked. I then heard a knock on my door. It was quite at first then became louder. I got up and out of my bed and walked over to the door. I unlocked and saw Janet standing outside it. My eyes got wide.

“Please. Not now.” I said. She shook her head.

“I wasn’t..I wanted to say I was sorry..” She said. I could tell she was lying by the twitch that happened after she said it. I nodded.

“That’s awesome. Bye.” I said simply and shutting my door. I locked it. I walked into my closet grabbing my clothes.

-10 minuets later-

I walked out of my room and to Sams door. I knocked on her door. I heard her try opening it.

“Kyle! My door won’t open!” She said. I laughed.

“I locked it smart stuff.” I said laughing. I heard her groan.

“From the outside?!? Seriously?!?” She asked annoyed. I laughed.