Before She Changed Me

Chapter 15

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Sam cried against my chest. Her tears sinking into the material and against my skin. I gulped. I looked up at Baily. Her eyes glistened. She then plopped down beside me and Sam. I didn’t know what else to say. I lie for specific reasons. To protect myself or people I care about. I think those are good reasons and is it isn’t a good enough reason for someone fuck them. I pushed my bangs out of my face. Sam pulled back. Tears still escaping the corner of her eyes. I wiped underneath her eyes and pushed her hair back. She sniveled.

“Sam..He wanted something from you..He didn’t wait he just wanted it..You don’t deserve someone like that..” Baily said rubbing Sam’s back. Sam settled back against my chest facing forward. It was like she was 3 all over again. Sam’s feet met my knees. I never noticed my rediculous height until I was around Sam. Sam sniveled again and wiped her nose with the back of her hand.

“But I loved him..” She said. I saw tears going down her cheeks. Baily put her hand to Sams head. She turned it to face herself. I watched as Baily looked Sam straight in the eyes.

“He doesn’t deserve you.. No guy deserves you Sam your too good..I can tell by the way you act.. Don’t worry about him..He’s not worth it..He was an ass for taking advantage of you...I went through the same thing..But your always gonna find someone better..When you find the one you will know..You’ll just know..” I saw bailly glance over at me as she said those words. I blushed.

“I did something bad..” Sam said crying again pulling away from baily and pulling her hands to her face. Sam bent forward.

“What did you-” Baily cut me off by looking at me in this way..that I just couldn’t explain. She mouthed Let me.. I nodded.

“What happened Sam?”  Baily asked. I was actually getting a little uncomfterable being here. My sister was about to spill. She was gonna spill to Baily..She never did to me. I know it’s stupid for me to be jealous bout this but I’m her brother don’t I get some feedback to? Sam cried then lifted her head.

“He asked for pictures...” I went to open my mouth but I shut it abruptly. My jaw clentched along with my fists. Baily looked at me. Calm down. She mouthed. I rolled my eyes annoyed. You never say things like that to my sister..I thought angrily.

“So you did them?” Baily asked glancing over at me every 50 seconds. Sam shook her head. I smiled. That’s my girl. I thought.

“But..” I sighed. Really?!? I thought.

“I did do a couple in a tanktop and like short shorts..” Sam said sadly. Baily laughed. I looked over at her in disbelief. Sam did the same. Baily stopped.

“Sam that isn’t so bad it wasn’t like they were dirty. Your fine.” She said. I shrugged. I’m still gonna kick his ass whether they were bad or not. Sam sighed in relief.

“You sure?.I told Him I wouldn’t do the others he asked me to do..He said that I was an ugly scank cuz I wouldn’t do them..” Sam said sadly. I gritted my teeth. Even more amunition. I thought. I should have left because if I see that kid he’s fucking dead. Baily looked at horrified. I shrugged.

“Your beautiful Sam...Don’t let any guy degrade you from now on you hear me? Whatever happened before that dufus and the others that you gave in to don’t matter. You didn’t even do dirty dirty pictures. You did nothing wrong. I know how you feel..” Baily said sadly looking down. I looked at her. This isn’t my way of learning more about her. I thought. Sam turned to her.

“Really?” Sam asked. Baily nodded. She then sighed.

“When I was in 7th grade like you I think I’m not sure.. I was dating one of the jocks..I was pretty up there then..He said that I should do them and I said no and he would say things like your so beautiful I just wanna see the rest of you.. He complimented me and the day after he asked he brought me a rose and kissed me and said he loved me...I believed him ofcourse.. Every girl wanted him even my friends at that time except for one..I gave in and did pictures every single on he wanted I did..After a couple weeks I had been asked out by a guy that I had liked since I was in kindergarten..I dumped the jock because he said oh I’ll trash them if we break up. I believed him stupidly. I told him I wanted to be friends and I started dating Gavin. It had been a week since I started dating Gavin. Then one day I went on facebook and the pictures were all over and I was tagged in them..I was all over the internet to..He was so mad at me for dumping him that he wanted to break me down. I lost my boyfriend and every single friend except for one. I regret doing them but it made me the person I am today.” She said. Me and Sam looked at her. Our mouths wide open and eyes wide. Baily sighed and nodded.

“Always get that expression..” She said sadly. I shook my head.

“He was an ass for doing that to you but the person he made you become..I’ll have to thank him and kick his ass for.” I said. Baily smiled and looked at me. I smiled back. Baily blushed. I chuckled. The bell rang. It was probably lunchtime by now. I thought. Sam nestled back against me.

“What am I a chair now?” I asked playfully. Sam giggled her nose still stuffy from crying.

“Nope..Your a recliner get your furniture right Man!” Sam said. Me and Baily laughed.

“I’m not going today I don’t know about you two.” I said. Baily and sam shrugged.

“I go wherever you go bro.” Sam said. Baily chuckled.

“Don’t matter to me aslong as we don’t get arrested again.” Baily said then playfully punching my arm. I pretended to pout.

“That hurt.” I lied. Baily and Sam laughed. Baily stood up brushing off her jeans and putting her fingers through her hair a couple times. Sam put her hands out.

“Help me up Please.” Sam said. Baily gripped Sams hands and pulled. Sam jumped up and did the same as baily. Is it a girl thing or what? I asked in my head. I pushed off the ground with my palms. I stood up and brushed off my back. I yawned and stretched.

“So what do you guys want to do?” I asked. I looked at my watch. It was 12:30. The girls both shrugged.

“Wanna go for lunch?” I offered. They both smiled at eachother. Then turned to me and nodded.

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“GIVE ME MY FRENCH FRY!” Sam yelled at me. I held my hand up in the air over her head with her last french fry in it. She over the table to grab it. She rolled her eyes then sat back down. She folded her arms. Baily looked around the diner while looking around. Haha..We’re probably embarrassing her. I smirked and looked at Sam. She was glaring at me. I chuckled and handed her her french fry. She beamed.

“Yaye!” She screamed happily.

“Hey Cool it over there!” A waitress yelled from behind the diner’s counter. I held back my laughs.

“Sorrey!” I said. The waitress rolled her eyes and nodded. Baily kept her hand on her head. She looked down while facing us. I chuckled and leaned down to her ear.

“Aww are we embarrassing you?” I asked. Baily chuckled and shook her head.

“No..But you act like a 3 year old.” I smiled. I then clapped my hands enthusiastically.

“Yaye.” I said. Baily chuckled. The waitress took our plates. She handed me the reciept.

“Hoolagins..” She muttered under her breath. I chuckled.

“Hey! That not nice!” Sam yelled. The waitress glared at her and walked on. I groaned.

“Way to be.” I said loud enough so the waitress could hear us. I pulled out my wallet. I pulled out a 20 and 67 cents and put it on the table.

“Where’s the tip?” Baily whispered to me. I shrugged.

“She was rude she ain’t get’n no tip.” I said childishly. Baily groaned and let me out of the booth. She pulled out a 5 from her pocket and put it on the table. Sam rolled her eyes.

“Your so not bad ass.” Sam said to her. I chuckled.

“She got arrested so I think she is.” Sam smirked and we walked out of the diner and to my car.  I slid into the drivers seat. Sam hit the radio on from the back seat. It came on to heavy metal. I chuckled. Baily looked at Sam.

“I love you.” Baily said. Sam laughed and nodded.

“Everybody does.” She said playfully. Baily and her head bang’d to what sounded like Avenged Sevenfold. It my have been Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows. I couldn’t really tell because I was only paying attention to the two girls that meant the most to me.