My Saviour

Chapter 5: Liam

Don't hold on, don't fight it and just let go. It's not like anyone is going to miss you. You're a waste of space, a mistake. Not even your own parents love you.

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So today is my bachelor party planned by Lou, and to be honest, I'm scared shitless. He was never normal and I don't think I'm ready to find out how we're going to get in trouble today.

I was still in bed. I think Niall is mad at me because I have texted him like a million times and he still hasn't replied, and honestly, it bothers me way more than when Sophia was MIA, and that scares me a lot.

Niall is my friend, and I really don't want to lose him. He liked me for me, the Liam Payne from Wolverhampton, Geoff and Keren's son and not Liam Payne, the superstar.

I really like Niall. He has a great personality and he always brings a smile on my face. I really love Nia- Wait WHAT??!!! I shot up to a sitting position. Love?

Okay, no need to panic. I just found out that my fiancé is cheating on  me two days before our wedding. I'm just confused. Yeah that's it, confused. I thought as I stood up and paced the length of my room.

I jump when the doorbell rang, freeing me from my thoughts. I walked downstairs and opened the door.

"Andy, great timing, dude. I need to talk to someone." I said as I pulled him inside and led him to the living room. I sat him down and began pacing again.

I know I just said I'm confused about everything, but even that does not sound right. I mean now that I think about it, I think I might have some feelings for Niall.

"What? Are you getting cold feet. Is the Liam Payne, the Liam Payne who has the world in the palm of his hand, actually scared?" Andy taunted.

"How do you know when you're in love with someone?" I blurted out. Oh man I think my filter went to sleep.

"Umm, aren't you the one getting married...?" He asked wearily. "Liam, what's going on? Are you not in love with Sophia?" He continued.

"I think I'm in love with him. I mean he's just so sweet and nice and he always manages to put a smi-"

"Woah, Liam, calm down. Who are you talking about?" He asked as he sat me down. "Now tell me everything, from the begging. Who are you talking about?" He asked and I nodded and took a huge breath.

"Okay so two years ago, I created a Facebook account under the name 'alex'. I wanted some kind of normalcy in my life, you know. I met a guy named Niall and we started talking and soon we exchanged numbers and starting to text each other. We've been friends ever since then, but a few days ago he stopped talking to me and I don't know why, but I thought nothing of it. I then went on the 'Alex' account, only to find out that the fans have found out about it. What if he's mad that I lied to him? What if he never talks to me?" I asked getting panicked as I thought I would never get to talk to him again.