My Saviour

Chapter 14: Niall

It's back to school and I'm dreading it. Apparently, Greg enrolled mid year, so he's gone and I'm all alone.

I also stopped talking to Alex, or Liam or whatever the hell he wants to be called. I finally get a friend and he turns out to be fake.

I went on Facebook and I found out people found out about my friendship with Liam. Kids at school have started to threaten me, telling me that I was the one using him.

I'm being bullied over the phone. How funny is that? They have gotten so bad that I started cutting. Now that I don't have Alex and my brother is gone, I'm all alone. I don't have anyone to distract me.

On top of that, Liam hasn't stopped calling or messaging me and I'm getting calls from Nev from catfish because he wants to talk about Liam.

In other news, my song book is almost finished. I have been trying to distract myself by writing song and it has been working. I was listening to The Script's If You Could See Me Now, and there's this line I like: "...take that rage , put it on a page, take that page to the stage. Blow the roof of the place..."  this song has been my anthem ever since I heard it.

So here I am, about to step into my school building. It actually troubles me that there is no one outside, I have a bad feeling about this.

I take a huge breath and release before walking up the stairs. It is way too quiet. I open the door and... nothing.

I wearily walk up to my locker and open it before stepping back... nothing. People would think I'm paranoid for the way I'm acting, but these people hate me. I know they have planned something.

I take out my schedule and check what I have first. I then get my music book before going to music class. I love music.

I mentally prepare myself because, let's be honest, I don't know what to expect. You know what's weird about all this? School actually starts in 10 minutes. Yeah, I know. Now you know why I'm so nervous.

So I inhale deeply and then release it. I open the door and...

"Oh Liam, save me and make me yours. I don't want you to marry Sophia, I want you to marry me." Wait, that's a guy's voice.

"If you marry her, I will tell the world that you hit on me the other day." I walk in and see that practically the whole school is in there. How is that even possible.

"No you freak. I don't even know why I responded to your messages, I don't even like you. I would never hit on a freak like you." What?

"But Liam! Please"

"Hahaha. I got you. I'm not actually Liam. I just wanted to mess with you."

I feel tears well up in my eyes. They are making fun of me. They think I'm the bad guy, what the hell, I'm always the bad guy.

"Oh look what the cat dragged in. Tell me, what were you thinking when you made up that account? C'mon tell us, we all know it wasn't Liam because it got deactivated the moment it was found out and we also know if it was him, he wouldn't have done that." Ashley said.

"We all know you made that account, because Liam never mentioned you. Ashley has actually met him and she has his number. I mean if it was actually him, wouldn't you have been at the concert?" Brittney said.

I always wonder why there's always a Brittney in a group of plastics, and she's always blond. Is it like a universal rule?

"What? Pussy got your tongue? Oh no wait, you prefer dicks instead."

That was the last thing I heard before I ran out of the class and to the bathrooms. I burst in and and went to the last stall. I locked myself in and cried.

Why do bad things always happen to me? What did I do? Is being gay so horrible that I deserve such a horrible life? Are they right? Must I just end it all?

I took out my blade and looked at it. I raised it to my wrist but hesitated. I examined my wrist, I did a lot of damage in a short amount of time. Fuck it.

I slashed it across my wrist, and again, and again, and again.

I stood up and and cleaned myself and walked out of the bathroom and was about to walk out the school when someone grabbed my arm.

"You should've died." Noah said it with so much venom it made me flinch. Something that is weird, I haven't seen Darren or Josh today.

I walked out of the school and never looked back. I'll come back tomorrow.

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Yesterday didn't go well so I decided to go back to school again today.

I walked in and ignored all the comments and walked towards my locker to get my books. I was suddenly shoved into the lockers.

"I told you you should've died. Why didn't you do us all a favour?" Noah said while grabbing my wrist and squeezing them. It's like he knew I would bleed.

I look around and I don't see Darren or Josh. They were not here yesterday too and maybe that is why Noah grew some balls and haven't been following anyone.

"And now I'm gonna finish you." He said before hitting me. He and his goons started beating me and I just took it.

I mean I obviously deserve it if anyone I meet wants to hurt me. I heard a lot of gasps before a strangely familiar voice.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE??!!!" It sounded very angry and I wonder why.

But I didn't dwell on that as I was suddenly tired. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

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Heya, I hope you guys are doing well. Here's chapter 14.