ONE SHOTS🍒| STRAY KIDS

41. Its this house...

Ship: ChanSeung
This is really dark and super depressing so like trigger warning gang. ⚠️It's sort of based during they're debut. After the survival show i guess?
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"I'm sorry for your loss Chan." The man sighed and nodded as another old man he's never met came up to him and expressed how "sorry" they were. He watched the man walk away and went back to laughing and drinking with more people he's never met. He shook his head when he spotted Changbin across the room gesturing to him to make sure he's okay. The younger nodded and made his way over to his hyung. "Another one?" Changbin asked sitting next to Chan. "Yeah they just keep coming. They don't even know him but they're all so sorry for my loss."

"I'm pretty sure they're just random people that walked in for free food and alcohol." Jisung said sitting down next to Chan and Changbin. Chan shook his head and looked down at his hands. "I feel like I failed as a leader." He covered his face with his palms and sighed. Jisung and Changbin shared a look before pulling Chan out and away from the funeral service.

The three sat outside in the quiet heat sharing a cigarette. "Do you want to sleep at ours or go back to yours?" Chan shook his head as Jisung tried to hand him the cigarette. "I don't really know. I have to get his stuff packed up, his parents want them sent back to them, so I think I'll just go home. Tell the boys I said bye and to text me if they need anything" "Alright hyung drive safe." Jisung said patting him on the back. The older stood up and waved to the 2 boys before heading out to his car.

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Once home, Chan stood in-front his apartment door heavily debating going inside. He stood there already regretting coming home. He finally reached for the door handle and turned letting it swing open.

The older quickly ducked as he saw a brown book came flying for his face. "SEUNGMIN WHAT THE FUCK?!"

"YOU DICKHEAD! YOU LEFT ME HERE! IM SUPPOSED TO HAUNT YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY AND YOU LEFT ME HERE!"

Chan sighed and slammed his apartment door shut. He threw himself on the couch and tried to loosen the suffocating tie on his suit.

"How was my funeral?" Seungmin asked floating over to where Chan was. The older was sprawled out with his arm thrown over his face, blocking his vision. Seungmin heard a sigh before Chan answered.

"Rough. Jisung and Changbin spent the entire day stuck to my side, Felix and Jeongin sat in a corner just spaced out, Hyunjin was drinking his problems away as per usual and Minho....minho was dealing."

"Dealing how?"

"What do you think?" Chan snapped at Seungmin slightly lifting his arm to glare at the boy.

"It's not like I asked for this!"

"Isn't it though?! Is t this exactly what you ask for? You were the one that said you wanted to leave cause the pressure was too much, well guess what Seungmin it was hard on all of us too. You don't see us trying to kill our selves over it!" Chan bite his tongue the minute the words left his mouth.

"Seungmin..."

"you're right. I should've just toughened it out like you do, right? I should just cry myself to sleep every night like you do. That's wayyyy better right Chan!"

Chan stood there with his head bowed. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way, I don't know what came over me..."

Seungmin sighed and walked away back to his room. Chan sat down on the couch and stared at the sweater Seungmin had left on the couch.
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"What are you doing?"

Chan looks up at the new voice.

"Oh I'm packing up some of your stuff. Your parents asked me to send some specific stuff back to them as keep sakes." Seungmin nodded and tried to help, purposely putting his favorite sweater outside so it wouldn't be packed away.