32. All Nights

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Almost all nights started to feel like,

 "do you also hope the universe crosses our paths again, and I'd love you this time?"

or is it just me?


i always end up looking for you in everyone i see

the faint smile,

the kind eyes that i once loved,

the boy that was once mine and no one else's;

 in my dreams 


or am i the only one staying up late at night staring out the window,

at the moon,

wanting the universe to cross our paths?


or do you also stare out the window, 

at the moon,

wanting the universe to let you see me?


or am i the only one who is still holding onto some dead hope?


or do you also hope that our paths cross,

wanting to love me this time?




welp-

i am back-

after such a long time too-


so sorry for that-


a lot of things happened, the muse (aka my long-time crush of 2 and a half years) of my many poems have been bid goodbye to, it wasn't gonna work out between us, I tried everything in my power to hold onto some dead hope

so yeah, 

the love of my life of 2 and a half years, 

who was also my best friend,

and my first love...

you and i will always be my favourite "what if"

still trying to recover from this 


Goodbye to the love of my life, best friend and first love...

it was good knowing you, and a privilege loving you...


thank you for everything....

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 03, 2025 ⏰

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